I have no idea what I'm going on about.
I'm worried about my boyfriend-I wish he would call me.
Ashlee, I hope Holly and I didn't get you in trouble today. I'm really, really sorry if we did. Call me soon, okay?
I feel strange right now. I don't know why, but I do. I want desperately to write....but I don't know what to write about. I feel alone and it sucks uber monkey balls.
Tomorrow my little sister is going off to band camp...without me. It's so weird because all these changes are taking place and I'm on the outside looking in. I feel disconnected and it shouldn't bother me...but it does. I think it's because I feel so extremely disconnected from music right now. Music has always been my passion, my love. I always wanted to go to college for it and have always talked about it. But now, I am not. This is due to stupid money stuff and the fact that I do not agree or get on all that well with my college's music program. I hate it, because I'm not even in the band. All this is because of my own doing...but I am still lost without my music. My sister gallavanting off to band camp tomorrow just pushes me lower. We both love it...hopefully she'll have fun tomorrow. Then at least one of us will still be able to properly enjoy music.
And on a completely different note...Right now I would kill for the ability to upload more than three bloody icons without having to PAY FOR IT!!
Ashlee, I hope Holly and I didn't get you in trouble today. I'm really, really sorry if we did. Call me soon, okay?
I feel strange right now. I don't know why, but I do. I want desperately to write....but I don't know what to write about. I feel alone and it sucks uber monkey balls.
Tomorrow my little sister is going off to band camp...without me. It's so weird because all these changes are taking place and I'm on the outside looking in. I feel disconnected and it shouldn't bother me...but it does. I think it's because I feel so extremely disconnected from music right now. Music has always been my passion, my love. I always wanted to go to college for it and have always talked about it. But now, I am not. This is due to stupid money stuff and the fact that I do not agree or get on all that well with my college's music program. I hate it, because I'm not even in the band. All this is because of my own doing...but I am still lost without my music. My sister gallavanting off to band camp tomorrow just pushes me lower. We both love it...hopefully she'll have fun tomorrow. Then at least one of us will still be able to properly enjoy music.
And on a completely different note...Right now I would kill for the ability to upload more than three bloody icons without having to PAY FOR IT!!