Apparently my short attention span isn't so short anymore...
Today, or what would be tomorrow rather, is my boyfriend and I's one year anniversary! Yay! My friends used to make fun of me for not being able to be in a relationship that exceeded two months for one stupid reason or another. Now they make fun of me for not being able to celebrate a year-long anniversary until 2008. The actual day is February 29th, because of the leap year. Kind of ironic, I guess.
This whole one-year thing isn't a huge deal for me just because of the amount of time. It's how fast the time went by. It's weird, because I can't even imagine how I could have been happy before he came along. It's like, when I'm not with him, I'm incomplete, unahppy, and constantly seeking that other half which will make everything fall back into place again. He's kept me sane and saved my life this past year. Some of my friends tell me I've changed because of him, but I can't really tell-nor do I care. I just know that he makes me feel safe and immune to unhappiness. He's been by my side for every moment of tradgedy, excitement, doubt, irateness and everything else. This is the guy who sat at the foot of my bed for four days, when I was so terribly sick that I was near hospitalization, and looked my absolute worst. He tolerated my bad temper and crappy mood, but still returned everyday after school until my mom threw him out at midnight. He fed me, made me drink gallons of water, drew me pictures, made me laugh, and just helped me to forget that I was bedridden. It's an incredible feeling to have someone that cares for you so deeply that you can feel it in your soul, and it's even more incredible to be able to return the feeling. It's like he's become so much a part of me, that I could not exist without him. I may sound lame, immature, pathetic, or whatever. But what I feel is what I feel. And this emotion is what has kept me going and keeps me so alive. I wonder, often, what I've done to deserve this person and his unconditional love. I can figure nothing out. I can do nothing but be eternally grateful and love him with everything that I have.
My little sister made us a beautiful scrapbook of pictures, quotes and poems. She wrapped it all up pretty and nice and put it in my locker. I've been feeling God-awful today but that really made me happy. I love my sister, she is my best friend. I love that our relationship confuses people who would love nothing more than to permanetly do away with their siblings. And I love even more that she has accepted my boyfriend into our family (she even made him a stocking at Christmastime) and has faith in our relationship. It means a lot to me. Hola Hermana!
I love everyone around me today and would be immensley happy if not for the physical pain that I'm in. Being sick. Zero fun.
And now, a random quiz!
Your Seduction Style: The Natural
You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.
What Is Your Seduction Style?
P.S. If a certain blonde posing as otherwise is reading this, hoorah! You found me out! I love you uberly!
This whole one-year thing isn't a huge deal for me just because of the amount of time. It's how fast the time went by. It's weird, because I can't even imagine how I could have been happy before he came along. It's like, when I'm not with him, I'm incomplete, unahppy, and constantly seeking that other half which will make everything fall back into place again. He's kept me sane and saved my life this past year. Some of my friends tell me I've changed because of him, but I can't really tell-nor do I care. I just know that he makes me feel safe and immune to unhappiness. He's been by my side for every moment of tradgedy, excitement, doubt, irateness and everything else. This is the guy who sat at the foot of my bed for four days, when I was so terribly sick that I was near hospitalization, and looked my absolute worst. He tolerated my bad temper and crappy mood, but still returned everyday after school until my mom threw him out at midnight. He fed me, made me drink gallons of water, drew me pictures, made me laugh, and just helped me to forget that I was bedridden. It's an incredible feeling to have someone that cares for you so deeply that you can feel it in your soul, and it's even more incredible to be able to return the feeling. It's like he's become so much a part of me, that I could not exist without him. I may sound lame, immature, pathetic, or whatever. But what I feel is what I feel. And this emotion is what has kept me going and keeps me so alive. I wonder, often, what I've done to deserve this person and his unconditional love. I can figure nothing out. I can do nothing but be eternally grateful and love him with everything that I have.
My little sister made us a beautiful scrapbook of pictures, quotes and poems. She wrapped it all up pretty and nice and put it in my locker. I've been feeling God-awful today but that really made me happy. I love my sister, she is my best friend. I love that our relationship confuses people who would love nothing more than to permanetly do away with their siblings. And I love even more that she has accepted my boyfriend into our family (she even made him a stocking at Christmastime) and has faith in our relationship. It means a lot to me. Hola Hermana!
I love everyone around me today and would be immensley happy if not for the physical pain that I'm in. Being sick. Zero fun.
And now, a random quiz!
Your Seduction Style: The Natural
You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.
What Is Your Seduction Style?
P.S. If a certain blonde posing as otherwise is reading this, hoorah! You found me out! I love you uberly!