Giving up

[lady_kayara]

So this is not a happy post. I am giving up the idea that Robbie and I will ever be anything more then friends that like each other. It is obvious that he does not want a relationship right now. While there is no doubt in my mind that he both likes my personality and finds me attractive, there is also no doubt in my mind that at the present he is going to put no effort in seeing me. While this is a little disappointing, I'm ok. While I plan on still continueing to "see" Robbie, I currently think of myself as just as single as i was four weeks ago. I will still continue to look for a relationship. That I think is the biggest reason that I'm not too upset, because we just want different things, I want a relationship. I'm not going to rush one, but I am going to try to at least get involved in something that is going down that path, not sitting on a bench next to it.

I'm going to the beach for the next week... maybe I will think of something profound then.

Emily