May 01, 2010 22:07
Personal blech, yadayada.
Dear BS, (I'm not being flip, those are her actual initials)
I'll sit quietly while you talk about how we're all a family. (Even though we're not.)
I'll stand by while you lock out every adult who's not a part of the "dynasty". (Even though it makes me want to scream)
I'll listen to you give considerations to people that you never gave to me. (Even though you should have.)
I'll let you walk all over me, ignore me, treat me like I'll always come back, because I always do. I'll let you ignore my ideas and prevent me from taking initiative. I'll let you screw me over, because I'm too scared to lose the little good grace I have left. (I've accepted all of this).
But, if I have to watch M go through what I went through, I'll be done. If you walk all over her like you walk all over me, I will not let it pass in silence
I swear to God, if you screw over my little sister, I will wreak vengeance upon you as only a big sister can.
In Anger,
Lady Insanity
older sibling rage,
rl,
ranting