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bzoink!What is your name?KateAre you named after anyone?No. Sometimes I pretend I'm named after Katherine Hepburn and sometimes Katherine the Great; both very egotistical wishes.What's your screename?Arabian Panther usually, but sometimes I'll leap to another if I'm on another computer besides my own.Would you name a child of yours after you?Never.If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?Probably Nathaniel because that's my brother's name and I'm older, or Alexander.If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?I dunno. Someone with a really cool name?Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?My last name. Sometimes people pronounce the "a" softly or whatnot. It's ANNOYING. I feel like I need an e there!Would you drop your last name if you became famous?No. I'm very, very proud of my last name, as ugly as it may sound at times.BasicsYour gender:Female! YAY! Straight/Gay/Bi:Never cared to officially decide.Single?Nope.If not, do you want to be?Depends. I don't want to be now because of who I'm "with", so to speak, but if I couldn't be with him than I probably want to be single.Birthdate:1/22/88Your age:I'm sixteen going on seventeen (in a few good months)!Age you act:Recently it's been 10 no matter where I am or who I'm with. Sometimes a very polite and well-mannered ten, though.Age you wish you were:Sometimes I wish I could act a bit more mature around people, but I like my physical age right now, and I'll like my physical age in a few years time.Your height:Five foot eight and a HALF, baby!Eye color:Hazel. Green. Brown. A little red around one pupil. *Shrugs*Happy with it?Definitely. Hair color:Dark brown.Happy with it?Yep. Except for the time when I wanted to put red, orange and yellow streaks in it to give it an...autumn flavoring.Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:Righty.Your living arrangement:With the parents and the brother.Your family:Intelligent, wonderful parents and a brother who's going through a difficult stage. (More difficult for me than for him, I'd wager.)Have any pets?Four. Two cats who are brothers, and two parakeets who are lovers. (I wish they were lovers...it would be sweet!)Whats your job?Student. Piercings?Two. One's on that ear and the other's on this ear.Tattoos?I'm scared of needles; I'm definitely not going near anything that would insert dye or whatever into my skin.Obsessions?Anime and manga? I'm sort of tired of that, though, because of all the time I spent in B&N reading manga. My main obsession is obsessing.Addictions?Talking, recently. It's rather annoying.Do you speak another language?A little French.Have a favorite quote?Usually I like any quote I happen to stumble upon.Do you have a webpage?Nah.Deep Thoughts About Life and You in itDo you live in the moment?Mostly, I like to think, but sometimes I worry about the past and the future.Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?I used to be much more and I'm trying to work back to that.Do you have any secrets?One or two. None interesting, and most of them are other people's secrets that I've promised to keep. Actually, I don't remember most of them at the moment.Do you hate yourself?Half and half. At the moment I hate myself for being so gloomy. But it's not really hate, it's more like exasperation.Do you like your handwriting?I find it funny.Do you have any bad habits?Speaking to quickly. Slurring my words. Complaining. Talking.What is the compliment you get from most people?I'm...sweet? Something along that lines? I swear, it's the wierdest and most disturbing thing.If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?This is Kate; Live with It. (Insert Grin)What's your biggest fear?What people think, what I don't know, and silly stuff like what goes bump in a dark room.Can you sing?Badly. But I love to anyway so it's always hard to stop singing in public.Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?No. I like being myself even if I dislike myself at times.Are you a loner?I don't want to be, but sometimes it feels like I am and sometimes not.What are your #1 priorities in life?Selfishly for myself it's to understand myself and to work through my emotions. For others it's to help them in anyway I can and think about others instead of myself.If you were another person, would you be friends with you?I don't know. It's sort of conflicting since I know that I'm a hard person to like.Are you a daredevil?Nu-uh. I may take a dare just so that I won't look like a coward, but I won't do something risky if I don't have to and no one's edging me on. Unless it looks like fun!!!!!!Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?Fear? I don't fear myself. Hate about myself? Nothing really. There are things that frustrate and annoy me, but I don't hate them because that would be pointless.Are you passive or agressive?Mostly aggressive, unfortunately, because I get really emotional.Do you have a journal?I have the one hidden on my computer, a few in random notebooks, one sort of unknown one on the Internet, and an LJ.What is your greatest strength and weakness?Greatest weakness is that I tend to jump head first and end up ramming into walls (mental ones, I mean.) Strength, after I jump the first time I think it out thoroughly.If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?Depends on the time, the day, etc. I do wish that I was a bit more open and a bit more funny. I really wish I could make people laugh sincerely.Do you think you are emotionally strong?Yeah. But I also tend to be emotionally wavering. It's a fight at times.Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?Yes. I wish I was a bit more ambitious at work.Do you think life has been good so far?Definitely.What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?You have to trust people and understand them without judging; never judge, even if it's the hardest thing in the world. I'm still working on it.What do you like the most about your body?My eyes. I've always loved my eyes. And my hair used to be a source of comfort....*shrugs uncomfortably*And least?My legs. Oh well.Do you think you are good looking?No honest clue.Are you confident?Not about myself.What is the fictional character you are most like?I don't know any that I'm most like, but I love fun-loving, mischievious characters.Are you perceived wrongly?Probably by some people and probably not by others.Do You...Smoke?Never. Do drugs?Never.Read the newspaper?Occasionally. I find it hard to stick with it, though.Pray?No. I don't believe in praying, so I don't because I feel like I might be mocking the belief in some way or another by doing so.Go to church?Only when I had to while I was staying with relatives for a few weeks, and only recently because of two funerals. I literally wanted to 'kill' the priest for his speeches.Talk to strangers who IM you?Warily. When they ask me my age and location, I tend to joke around instead of giving straight answers.Sleep with stuffed animals?My arm hurts if I don't. Seriously.Take walks in the rain?YES. I love rain. Talk to people even though you hate them?I try to avoid that.Drive?Not yet. I have the permit, but I don't have the time.Like to drive fast?*Slow grin*Would or Have You Ever?Liked your voice?Not really, but mostly because I often find it difficult to speak clearly and I find it tiring.Hurt yourself?I tend to walk into walls and doors.Been out of the country?Yep.Eaten something that made other people sick?Does honey mustard count? Though, I was the only one dumb enough to eat it and I was the one sick.Been in love?Yes. *Glomps Stephen*Done drugs?NO.Gone skinny dipping?Does the bath count? Alone?Had a medical emergency?Nah.Had surgery?Yes.Ran away from home?No.Played strip poker?NO.Gotten beaten up?Verbally.Beaten someone up?...eh-hem...yeah. I'm not very proud of earlier sixth grade encounters, but one time I still can't apologize for.Been picked on?Yes.Been on stage?Mmhm.Slept outdoors?Yes.Thought about suicide?Marginally. But only in my panicked and dark moods.Pulled an all nighter?Yes.If yes, what is your record?School. All night.Gone one day without food?Don't think so.Talked on the phone all night?No. Warcraft for a quarter of the night, though.Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?Mmhm.Slept all day?No. Except maybe when I was seriously sick, but sleep has always been off and on.Killed someone?No. And I hope never to do so.Made out with a stranger?Ew.Had sex with a stranger?Ew.Thought you're going crazy?I've always had a firm belief in my sanity.Kissed the same sex?Um.Done anything sexual with the same sex?Um.Been betrayed?Not really...Had a dream that came true?I think so. But my dreams tend to border on hallucinations.Broken the law?Not that I know of.Met a famous person?I think so.Have you ever killed an animal by accident?Yes. A turtle. It was behind the Christmas tree.On purpose?No.Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?I hope not.Stolen anything?A toy car when I was one.Been on radio/tv?Bloopy!Been in a mosh-pit?No.Had a nervous breakdown?Lots and lots and lots of times.Bungee jumped?I think so, but I'm not sure.Had a dream that kept coming back?DANCING FURNITURE!BeliefsBelive in life on other planets?I think that otherwise would be more than slightly improbable.Miracles?I guess. But I don't really believe in God and I think miracles border on that.Astrology?Not seriously.Magic?In a serious and not serious type of way at this point. I don't devote my life to it, but I believe that it's as possible as anything else.God?Not really. I can't believe in an all-mighty, all-powerful, worthier-than-thou entities without feeling very pissed.Satan?Less than God, actually. People tend to provide their own Satans.Santa?Sort of as a spirit, feeling of good will, such like.Ghosts?Sort of.Luck?Definitely. Luck's fun!Love at first sight?I dunno. It sounds more like attraction or love at first sight. Or does love at first sight count the first conversation as well?Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?Yes. But then, I don't really believe that there are definite sides as good and bad.Witches?Now where did that wand go...? ... Yes.Easter bunny?Not really.Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?I think that it's possible, but I also think that it's not healthy and no one should expect such a thing from anyone.Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?I'm part Irish! Of course I do!Do you wish on stars?Mmhm. But only when I'm alone.Deep Theological QuestionsDo you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?That's really, really boring. I firmly believe in the after life because the converse is far scarier, and I half believe in reincarnation.Do you think God has a gender?I think God has both a penis and a vagina and loves all. *Rolls eyes* I don't believe in God, remember? I think we should allow God to have rights.Do you believe in organized religion?No. I think that's the most idiotic idea anyone ever came up with. Religion shouldn't be about customs, traditions, rules, etc, it should be oneself.Where do you think we go when we die?Someplace just as interesting as life, I hope.FriendsDo you have any gay/lesbian friends?Yes, most definitely.Who is your best friend?I don't really have a specific best friends because each of my friends have different qualities that I love.Who's the one person that knows most about you?I don't know. Myself? Do I count? But then, not even a single person know everything about his or herself.What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?I don't remember. It all compiles into vague flitterings. The one that stands out the most, probably because I hear it the most, is that people are just as nervous as I am.Your favourite inside joke?Cold shoulder. Just because it's so tasteless even as an inside joke.Thing you're picked on most about?Reading. But I've come to find it amusing.Who's your longest known friend?Sara.Newest?Sara (from camp), Justin, Katie, Jenn, and others.Shyest?Sara W. I love that girl so much!Funniest?I'm not sure. Everyone's funnier than I am. I have to say Ben. Though it's more of a cynical humor that I love.Sweetest?RachelClosest?Greg, Stephen and BenWeirdest?EliasSmartest?Everyone. We have different ranges of "smart", but everyone's definitely smart. (To border on cheesy.)Ditziest?No clue.Friends you miss being close to the most?Sara. Sara who I've been friends with since we were both three. She's right, I don't really understand her; I don't think she understands me either.Last person you talked to online?Sara. Random dude asking for age and location (16, South Pole and then Saudi Arabia). Justin. Greg. Stephen. Becca. (that's arranged from most recent to least recent)Who do you talk to most online?No one recently. I haven't really been online much.Who are you on the phone with most?Greg, but that's only because he calls me at least once a week. I need to call him first sometimes. *Frowns* I'm a bad friend in that way.Who do you trust most?Strangely enough one might think, I really trust all my friends equally. I don't think there's anyone I don't trust. But then, I trust people, but I don't actively trust.Who listens to your problems?Stephen, Greg, parents, Sara (occasionally), and that's about it. Unfortuantely, I rant far too often to those poor people.Who do you fight most with?My brother. I love him so much, but we just haven't been getting along.Who's the nicest?Changes with their moods. Becca, though, is consistently nice and nice and ooooo, HUGS!Who's the most outgoing?Sara for the usual definition, but I think all of my friends are outgoing in their own confident ways.Who's the best singer?RachelWho's on your shit-list?No one at the moment. I only hold my big grudges for a year, and then it's like an inside joke that I only I really understand.Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?Stephen's a friend.... *Blinks* I did NOT just say that. NO, NO, No. ...by the way, I'm just joking.Who's your second family?I tend to be the second family. I don't have second families.Do you always feel understood?Occasionally. When I don't I'm just being stubborn.Who's the loudest friend?Who isn't loud? Urrg. *Reminds herself to find some earplugs*Do you trust others easily?I do, but then I don't. I trust others with my life, but I won't trust them with my feelings.Who's house were you last at?Nat's.Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:StephenDo your friends know you?Yes. My name's Kate. Nice to meet you.Friend that lives farthest away:Well, I have a not so close but still friend who lives in Austria I think. But otherwise it's Frances. *Glomps Frances*Love and All ThatDo you consider love a mistake?No. No love is a mistake. Using love is a mistake.What do you find romantic?Being open, I guess.Turn-on?Um.Turn-off?Um.First kiss?Um.If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?Flustered mostly. Then annoyed.Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or goingYes, definitely. I prefer being *friends* before dating them.Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy outI think it's socially acceptable, I just don't think it's seen as romantically acceptable.Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractivPhysically unattractive? I'd think that if you were romantically attracted to someone in the first place, their unattractiveness wouldn't be so unattractive.Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?I sincerely hope not and doubt it.What is best about the opposite sex?They're awesome. I liked the opposite sex before I liked my own sex. (Wow...so...dirty...)What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?Nothing. I don't see what the difference is. Except...DAMNIT, do they HAVE to be so much better at videa games??What's the last present someone gave you?I don't remember. But I'm sure that it was very sweet. Nooo. Wait. The parents bought me this amber necklace on my Mom's birthday. *Growls in remembrance*Are you in love?Yes. *Points to Stephen wherever he is*Do you consider your significant other hot?How can you tell?Who Was the Last Person...That haunted you?My Granny. Not actually, but I haven't been able to stop thinking about her.You wanted to kill?I've never actually wanted to kill anyone.That you laughed at?I don't laugh at people. And when I do, I deserve to be laughed at right back and punched real hard in the stomach.That laughed at you?I don't know.That turned you on?Um...I think the correct answer would be "Stephen". *Smiles sweetly* Otherwise it's MARSHMALLOWS! YUM!You went shopping with?Mom. We were passing this little shop and I said thoughtlessly that I had been looking at the skirts for the past month. She coerced me into picking one out. Darn it!That broke your heart?Nathaniel, but it's really just me being emotionally stupid and inconsiderate and blaming it on Nathaniel.To disappoint you?No one ever has.To ask you out?Stephen and that was last year or something.To make you cry?I make myself cry.To brighten up your day?Stephen when he called me. I really should stop being so stupid and call other people as well. Also my parents because they helped me with my essays.That you thought about?Everyone practically considering that I've been taking this survey for the past twenty minutes.You saw a movie with?Katie and Avi.You talked to on the phone?Someone who was calling for Nathaniel. *Sheepish* I forgot to give him the message. And it was a girl.You talked to through IM/ICQ?Sara. The IM is still up.You saw?My parents a few minutes ago, my brother when he came to kiss me goodnight and then to come and annoy me with staplers. And Stephen on Saturday.