Feb 20, 2006 01:59
Today the coolest thing happened! Now I am going to go on a tangent before I get to the real story. So I really like this guy but I know that it is not even close to the right time for me to be in a relationship. So, earlier this year I decieded that I wanted God to be in control of my love life. I had been praying that he give me discernment (yep I said a calvin buzz word) to know what He wanted me to do in reguards to relationships. So when I realized that I liked this guy I started praying about it. God is really showing me that right now I need to be single. I think thats great for me right now to because I don't think I'd be a good girlfriend yet. I also believe that one shouldn't date/marry unless they can better serve God becasuse of that realtionship. Right now I think I can best serve God single. So anyways, I've been praying that God help me to be a good friend and sister in Christ. It feels like only as of late that I truly ment what I prayed. So tonight when I was talking to this guy I was seeing him a just a truly great friend and because of this I think we had one of our best converstations yet. God sure is good. He will answer our prayers when what we desire is close to the desires of His heart. So cool!!!
I love my God.
This verse spoke to me when I was doing my devotions today. Psalm 37:23-24 If the Lord delights in a man's way he makes his steps firm; though he stumble he will not fall, for the Lord upholds him with His hand.