lj idol week 2
I long for deconstruction. To tear down the false constructs others build up over me.
A cool rocker chic, a up and coming successful young woman, a dutiful daughter. Everyone seems to have a different picture of me. Why can't they just see me? Some of these personas are more interesting to me than my self, but the effort to try to live up to them is exhausting.
But I can't seem to find the way to begin. I can't even do deconstruction on a costume. I can't even finish the construction so I can destroy it .
A cool rocker chic, a up and coming successful young woman, a dutiful daughter. Everyone seems to have a different picture of me. Why can't they just see me? Some of these personas are more interesting to me than my self, but the effort to try to live up to them is exhausting.
But I can't seem to find the way to begin. I can't even do deconstruction on a costume. I can't even finish the construction so I can destroy it .