knight mares

[lady_god_diva]

i had dreams all night last night of my myth (typo - I mean, mother) dying. She was to die by the end of July. She went to India to stay with her sister during the last days. I had to go through the entire night grieving from every stage possible of a loved one dying. Moments of numbness, of indifference, of void, of feeling the loss of someone who has permanently left.... oh my gosh... how do i deal with this?

sangi