Dream Dream Go Away Come Again Another Day
Why is it every night I have the same dream? It's not really a dream, it's like an unconscious thought that I have @ night. It's really weird. In it I wanna get shot or encourage someone to shoot me in the head in a close range. It's so weird, I don't understand it. Either it's Will's pissed as hell, angry & screamin wanting to shoot me & I tell him go ahead, there's no point in me being here. Or (REALLY KRAZY w/ a "K") Jarred, Domonique's boyfriend, pulls his gun out on me cause we keep arguing back & forth & I piss him off. We're both full of rage. I tell him go ahead I'm ready to die.
This is so weird. I don't understand. But sometimes I do wish someone would just shoot me.
I COULD NEVA DO IT MYSELF.
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