sick

[lady_fucker]

i'm sick and my room is floored and moldy... i have to talk to jamie the house owner/renter whatever she is...because i can't live there it's making me sick...i thought i was just really really fucked up from all the shit i did on my bday...but it turns out that all the back pain and lung problem is the mold i've been breathing in for the past month...

i'm tired and irritable and sick and sad and happy...
i'm going to go look at a low income housing place soon with julia ...i don't know if i can actually get cleared there...ahhh i'm just having one of those days....

i called alea yesterday but she didn't call me back...
i don't know what to do ..i figure i could just wait when it's convient for her but then it's never for me.. shit never werks out ...she said she was going to see broke back mountain and i saw that the day before yesterday at the egyptian with michelle..it would good and i didn't cry...i almost did but i'm sick and my body is dealing with too much as it is....
i should really stop smoking cigarettes...it's not helping my mold disease...
julia said yesterday i don't have a cold i have the mold...what a nerd...

i'm soo worn out i feel like taking a break from the whole werld...i wish i could but i get bored easy so i don't think i could really do that unless i was sleeping....

okay off to go look at this poor ass person apartment...