lazy day

Apr 11, 2005 18:42

k so today was my day off. and i am SOOO glad that i got to do NOTHING all day. that never happens anymore. i just got to sit at home and read. how awesome is that? pretty flippin awesome. anyway. i just got on my lj and took this little test i stole from noah...



You are a
protector.
Yes, you don't like to kill people. That goes
against everything you belive in. It's not that
you are a coward, but your ideals and morals
wouldn't allow it. You are the typical hero, do
the righteous things, get the bad guys and do
it all legally. But just because you don't kill
doesn't mean you can't kick ass. And that is
what you do. You use your brain and your
strenght to do honourable deeds and protect
people you know and love. If an evil guy is
going to take over the world soon, it's you who
will get involved. You hate watching innocents
suffer, and love seeing bad people getting what
they deserve. You are probably also happy and
optimistic and work pretty good in groups. And
the friends you usually make are true ones.

Main weapon: Anything at all
Quote: "You only live once, but if
you do it right, once is enough" -Joe
Lewis
Facial expression: Smile

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and now i'm sitting here doing nothing. prolly gonna go listen to the new Starflyer 59 album i got at teh CD exchange and have an early night. i'm so tired. this weekend was so long. someones on my mind and its not making me happy. i miss him. i haven't talked to him in a while... but i've been thinking about something jena said last weekend about not letting guy "friends" become more than that... about guarding your heart. and as much as i fought it then and still disagree with some of what she said... i know that there is truth to it as well. i have to let it all happen naturally. if God wills it.. then that is how it will be... not if I will it.. but if HE does. and that is something that is hard to accept. especially when there are so many things i want to say to him. and when i really wish i could just tell him that i miss him and that i dont like not hearing from him.. even for a few days. its so sad. there is so much i want to tell him and hear from him... but i dont want to push it into anything more than it is. and how do i know when its happening naturally and when its just me. it seems natural to me to tell him everything.. it has from day one. but how do i know... i wish i knew. i wish he knew. i wish he would just come out and tell me what he feels point blank. i'm so tired of trying to figure him out... or to figure anyone out for that matter. but i have to trust God. He knows what he is doing. and if this is not for me, then i know that something better is in store for me. and that is all that matters. :) anyway. i dont want to just ramble for hours so i'm gonna just stop right here. have a great night cats and kitties.
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