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I don't know what else to do. I've been looking for jobs and getting no interviews. And let's face it, I'm crap at what I do. It doesn't engage my interest. It's utterly pointless. It's catering to fat executives whose flights cost three times my monthly salary because the cheaper option means they'll "miss a Norwich football match".
I want so much to have a job I care about. Something I'm good at. Something I don't dread attending.
Today I am being told off because I don't remember if I had a conversation with someone on January 4th. Because I don't remember, I clearly "didn't follow up". I hate the default assumption being that I didn't do my job but I've no way to defend myself.
What can I do? I've no way to get out of this company. I can't quit. I can't move. And after two years trying it seems I can't even been good at it.
I want so much to have a job I care about. Something I'm good at. Something I don't dread attending.
Today I am being told off because I don't remember if I had a conversation with someone on January 4th. Because I don't remember, I clearly "didn't follow up". I hate the default assumption being that I didn't do my job but I've no way to defend myself.
What can I do? I've no way to get out of this company. I can't quit. I can't move. And after two years trying it seems I can't even been good at it.