Aug 06, 2009 18:52
to rub the Buddha on your neck?
but i promise i'm not stalking you, you just work at my favorite place in the world.
I am fully aware that i havent posted in a while and that the above is only jibberish that most people wouldnt understand. since i've been gone I have been working two jobs, I work for the Knitting Zone of course, and on my off days i am keeping three of the most awesome kids in the freakin world, so as it goes i am officially broke. between happy meals and mini golf and random trips to who knows where my accounts are shallow. Roger and i have been on the rocks as of late, either the paranoia that comes with long relationships drives us apart or the distance, or his attitude, I have admittedly been a sharp little tender foot and haven't made it easy.I feel the old loner tendencies resurfacing, and it worries me a bit, poor guy has invested quite a big heart into our relationship. we should have warned him about me.
but the good news is ... well im not sure what the good news is.
school starts soon and all of my classes are online, which is now a bad idea seeing as roger isnt getting an appartment and my internet connections are rather limited or just freakin annoying....
I will make it through this though.....I hope
I love all of you and i mean it .
that is all