The scariest day of my life...
Today wasn't a really good day.It started as all the others - I got my car and start to drive to the college...I was listening the same 80's flashback music program I always listen...Than something horrible hapenned.
A giant truck carring 2 conteiners touch the end of my car.It rounds on the street and then the same truck crashed my car at the left size - MY size.The driver didn't noticed and dragged my car for around 50 meters on the street.I was so scared,I was sure I was very close to die in an anful accident...In fact,it came really close to reality,if my car was more heavy or if the truck was going a bit more fast...So the truck stops and I could breath again...My God,Please don't let me feel that horrible sensation again - of think in a million of things,wanna be desesperated alive.It's a thing I can't describe,not with my poor english,neither in portuguese.Be afraid of die in pain,being smashed for a giant truck is simply...awful.
My car is simply destroyed at its left size.It makes my heart cry...I like "him" so much - he even has a name,it's the Silver fox!And now he's destroyed.Sure,it will be fixed,but when I saw that...*sighs*
The rest of the day was weird too - as I wasn't in the same universe as everybody else.I still feeling like this.I lost an important test,spent all the money I received in my pay check to try solve all the problems.But someway it looks so small.I am alive,I am not hurt,not even a single blood drop - but I feel empty and tired,in a weird strange way.Maybe I just noticed I am not that depressed girl I used to think I am...I saw how much I enjoy my life.I guess it was too emotion for me.I am going to sleep now,but I just wanted drop a line to some of my friends,to make they know I actually like them so much,that you all are really important to me.
Please pray for me tonight.
A giant truck carring 2 conteiners touch the end of my car.It rounds on the street and then the same truck crashed my car at the left size - MY size.The driver didn't noticed and dragged my car for around 50 meters on the street.I was so scared,I was sure I was very close to die in an anful accident...In fact,it came really close to reality,if my car was more heavy or if the truck was going a bit more fast...So the truck stops and I could breath again...My God,Please don't let me feel that horrible sensation again - of think in a million of things,wanna be desesperated alive.It's a thing I can't describe,not with my poor english,neither in portuguese.Be afraid of die in pain,being smashed for a giant truck is simply...awful.
My car is simply destroyed at its left size.It makes my heart cry...I like "him" so much - he even has a name,it's the Silver fox!And now he's destroyed.Sure,it will be fixed,but when I saw that...*sighs*
The rest of the day was weird too - as I wasn't in the same universe as everybody else.I still feeling like this.I lost an important test,spent all the money I received in my pay check to try solve all the problems.But someway it looks so small.I am alive,I am not hurt,not even a single blood drop - but I feel empty and tired,in a weird strange way.Maybe I just noticed I am not that depressed girl I used to think I am...I saw how much I enjoy my life.I guess it was too emotion for me.I am going to sleep now,but I just wanted drop a line to some of my friends,to make they know I actually like them so much,that you all are really important to me.
Please pray for me tonight.