The year is almost over...
Hm...I still sick...I am feeling as I would never be fine again.I would type *healthy*,but I guess I never was really healthy in my entire life,lol.
It's almost the last day of the year and I spent some time thinking about this year which is ending.At first,it was gone really fast - my mom say it's a good thing because we don't get old...Some things changed in my life this year.I finnaly got a job - not a great one,but the job gave me the possibilty of back to college and start study things I really like,things I have real talent to do.I don't like the fact I am a lawyer,but,for not,it's being enough to pay my bills.And I have to deal with this til I find a better job,or else.
The second big change was the back to college.I didn't study for almost 5 years,and sundely I decided start another graduation...I guess I could not think of spend the rest of my life being a lawyer.And maybe it's too soon to say this,but every day I feel that I made the right choice.It means I almost have no money after pay for the college every month,but it makes me happy as I never felt before.I love study History of Art,Photo and even thath damn ICG thing.It's better than study laws!I hope I don't have to study anything law-related for the rest of my life!
The third big change is related with my circle of friends.It growed up a lot this last semester,with the people of the college.The *special guy* didn't show up yet,but I have a bunch of cool new friends.It's great see and know more people every day,hear new stories and create new reasons to laugh.Some of my friendships got stronger this year,as J and Clau...And some are kinda broken,for reasons I don't know and I can't wonder exactly which are.I know I miss this person a lot,he's used to be a great friend since the first college epoque...The worst thing is the fact I dunno what's wrong.He's just avoiding everybody from his old friendship circle.It hurts a lot...I sent a xmas card to him and I got no response.It's the first time since 94 he does it.And it's painfull...
I also left some of my art skills behind this year.I discovered why I was a so profilic artist:I had time enough to spend!Now with college,job and real life,things became a bit more hard.I still doing pieces,slowly...I finnaly posted some new actions to one of my online RPGs (after 5 months!).I guess I still writing in a fine way.I just have to do it more often!
Ok,time's up,dinner time!Kisses and I hope everybody have a great New year's eve (just try don't drink too much) and a great 2003 too!I will be at home,watching *singin' in the rain* at tv and drinking a vodka drink.Best wishes to you all!
It's almost the last day of the year and I spent some time thinking about this year which is ending.At first,it was gone really fast - my mom say it's a good thing because we don't get old...Some things changed in my life this year.I finnaly got a job - not a great one,but the job gave me the possibilty of back to college and start study things I really like,things I have real talent to do.I don't like the fact I am a lawyer,but,for not,it's being enough to pay my bills.And I have to deal with this til I find a better job,or else.
The second big change was the back to college.I didn't study for almost 5 years,and sundely I decided start another graduation...I guess I could not think of spend the rest of my life being a lawyer.And maybe it's too soon to say this,but every day I feel that I made the right choice.It means I almost have no money after pay for the college every month,but it makes me happy as I never felt before.I love study History of Art,Photo and even thath damn ICG thing.It's better than study laws!I hope I don't have to study anything law-related for the rest of my life!
The third big change is related with my circle of friends.It growed up a lot this last semester,with the people of the college.The *special guy* didn't show up yet,but I have a bunch of cool new friends.It's great see and know more people every day,hear new stories and create new reasons to laugh.Some of my friendships got stronger this year,as J and Clau...And some are kinda broken,for reasons I don't know and I can't wonder exactly which are.I know I miss this person a lot,he's used to be a great friend since the first college epoque...The worst thing is the fact I dunno what's wrong.He's just avoiding everybody from his old friendship circle.It hurts a lot...I sent a xmas card to him and I got no response.It's the first time since 94 he does it.And it's painfull...
I also left some of my art skills behind this year.I discovered why I was a so profilic artist:I had time enough to spend!Now with college,job and real life,things became a bit more hard.I still doing pieces,slowly...I finnaly posted some new actions to one of my online RPGs (after 5 months!).I guess I still writing in a fine way.I just have to do it more often!
Ok,time's up,dinner time!Kisses and I hope everybody have a great New year's eve (just try don't drink too much) and a great 2003 too!I will be at home,watching *singin' in the rain* at tv and drinking a vodka drink.Best wishes to you all!