So I'm Sitting Here, Right?....
And I'm waiting for it to be 6 o'clock so I can start anxiously waiting for a Bait Call to come in, and for me to get permission to leave the hosue for the night. Why am I waiting for a bait call when I am 23 fucking years old? Well, A) I won't actually BE 23 for another 4 weeks, so fuck off. B) cause my mother is a fire breathing cunt who would win across the boards at the bitch awards. To make a long story incredibly edibly short, because she thinks her life came out SO GREAT (stifle your laughter and pay attention), that if she controls mine and fucks mine up too, I will have as good a quality of life as herself. In otherwords, the bitch is trying to kill me. I suppose.
Anyway, so I am waiting, attempting to look busy and now watch the clock. Even though my mother is in her back little Hell Hole, I still feel like she can see me. Even when I am in the bathroom, I feel like she can see me, and it Freaks Me Out. I feel like there are hidden SPY cameras all over the house, like she has baby monitors hidden to hear our every move.
If you are naeive enough to think this beyond her, She did put up baby monitors once, a few years back to spy on my father, who was NOT cheating on her, but she liked to think he was.
Until you have met my mother you wil not understand when I say I only WISH the man would cheat, find someone better, and get the hell away from Queen Tut.
So despite that she actually cannot see me, I feel she can, so I am looking as busy as I possibly can while I wait for the time to dwindle away. And dwindle it does, cause when you are waiting for something, it always takes too long.
Especially child birth, trust me on this one.
See? I checked the time on my start bar and it is on ly 5:02pm.
Wait.......
Wait......
Wait......
Ugh.
Ok, well I am off to do something. Marc isn't on line to help me pass the time, so I think I am going to go mud a little. Prolly not, cause I made a Mage, and magic is busted, so as you can see, my charachter is defenless till I get some weapons. Fuck.
wait wait wait wait wait wait wait
Anyway, so I am waiting, attempting to look busy and now watch the clock. Even though my mother is in her back little Hell Hole, I still feel like she can see me. Even when I am in the bathroom, I feel like she can see me, and it Freaks Me Out. I feel like there are hidden SPY cameras all over the house, like she has baby monitors hidden to hear our every move.
If you are naeive enough to think this beyond her, She did put up baby monitors once, a few years back to spy on my father, who was NOT cheating on her, but she liked to think he was.
Until you have met my mother you wil not understand when I say I only WISH the man would cheat, find someone better, and get the hell away from Queen Tut.
So despite that she actually cannot see me, I feel she can, so I am looking as busy as I possibly can while I wait for the time to dwindle away. And dwindle it does, cause when you are waiting for something, it always takes too long.
Especially child birth, trust me on this one.
See? I checked the time on my start bar and it is on ly 5:02pm.
Wait.......
Wait......
Wait......
Ugh.
Ok, well I am off to do something. Marc isn't on line to help me pass the time, so I think I am going to go mud a little. Prolly not, cause I made a Mage, and magic is busted, so as you can see, my charachter is defenless till I get some weapons. Fuck.
wait wait wait wait wait wait wait