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Well I guess I was wrong about being ready for a relationship. I know,
I know. I can't keep leading him on like this, only to go and break his
heart. I would never do that intentionally. Never. He's an awesome
person and I want nothing but the best for him. However, I know I'm not
the best he can do. He can do better. Yeah, he can do better. I'm sorry
if I've ever hurt you in any way. I didn't and don't mean it. I'm just
very confused with the path my life is taking. Again, I'm sorry. You
know who you are.
I'm not alone, I wish I was
'cause than I'd know, I'm down because...
I couldn't find, a friend around
to love me like, they do right now
they do right now.....
And all is well, I can't complain
well okay, I guess I could
I got my place, I got my name
I chase my tail, all the same
and I cant think about what's keepin' me down
Something's missing,
and I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing,
and I don't know what it is, no I don't know what it is
I don't know....
And it all comes, it doesn't last
It just walks in, with a bad you lash
And you never know, when it starts
until this fog inside the glass around your summer heart
Can't put my finger on what's keeping me down
Something's missing,
and I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
and I don't know what it is, no I don't know what it is
I can't be sure that this state of mine, is not of my own desire
I wish there was an over the counter test, for loneliness, for loneliness
like this
Something's missing,
and I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing,
and I don't know what it is, no I don't know what it is
Friends check, Money check
good times check, guitar check
all check, all of you, check
everyone, check
havin' fun
And I don't know what it is, no I don't know what it is at all....
~~John Mayer
In other news. The past week's been busy with work. I've been scouting some new talents and such, tons of paperwork. Anyways, tomorrow I'm taking the day off and going for a long drive along the coast. In the few months I've been here I've already found 'my place'. A quiet, tranquil, spot along the Pacific Coast Highway. I won't be taking my phone or anything with me. So don't try to call. I need some 'Heather' time.
I'm picking up Marissa and Tom tomorrow night from LAX. They're staying with me for the weekend.
It'll be good to have someone to talk to....besides Aspen, Luccas and Parker.
I'm not alone, I wish I was
'cause than I'd know, I'm down because...
I couldn't find, a friend around
to love me like, they do right now
they do right now.....
And all is well, I can't complain
well okay, I guess I could
I got my place, I got my name
I chase my tail, all the same
and I cant think about what's keepin' me down
Something's missing,
and I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing,
and I don't know what it is, no I don't know what it is
I don't know....
And it all comes, it doesn't last
It just walks in, with a bad you lash
And you never know, when it starts
until this fog inside the glass around your summer heart
Can't put my finger on what's keeping me down
Something's missing,
and I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
and I don't know what it is, no I don't know what it is
I can't be sure that this state of mine, is not of my own desire
I wish there was an over the counter test, for loneliness, for loneliness
like this
Something's missing,
and I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing,
and I don't know what it is, no I don't know what it is
Friends check, Money check
good times check, guitar check
all check, all of you, check
everyone, check
havin' fun
And I don't know what it is, no I don't know what it is at all....
~~John Mayer
In other news. The past week's been busy with work. I've been scouting some new talents and such, tons of paperwork. Anyways, tomorrow I'm taking the day off and going for a long drive along the coast. In the few months I've been here I've already found 'my place'. A quiet, tranquil, spot along the Pacific Coast Highway. I won't be taking my phone or anything with me. So don't try to call. I need some 'Heather' time.
I'm picking up Marissa and Tom tomorrow night from LAX. They're staying with me for the weekend.
It'll be good to have someone to talk to....besides Aspen, Luccas and Parker.