Nov 20, 2004 14:11
"Sadness and Hate" is an abnormally long song. But I like it anyway.
Well, not much has happened since the last update, which wasn't even a real update. In fact, almost none of my updates have been real updates. Not enough happens around here to write about.
Let's see...I've become more stressed out by school and work...and school work...and working for school...
I'm keeping this job though, despite the shitty hours and boring, menial tasks that come with it...partly because I know I'm not good enough for anything else, but mostly because I NEED A CAR.
It's not even about wanting one anymore; I really need a car. I can't get anything done around here without having to beg for a ride from other people. And, of course, there's the fact that I probably wouldn't have to resort to working at the sandwich shop downstairs if I had a car.
Soon, hopefully, I will. And I'm going to pay for it myself instead of getting mommy and daddy to buy it for me. I'm just jealous and/or bitter about not having parents rich and/or stupid enough to buy me a brand new car. There's just so many kids driving around here in their nice BMWs or sleek sports cars, whereas I'm walking to class and inhaling their smog. Just wait till I get a car of my own. I won't be able to afford something as nice as what the other kids are driving, but it'll certainly be good enough for me.
While we're on the subject of cars, I want to send my condolences out to Nelson, whose beautiful Celica was totaled by some distracted bitch in a van. I really hope the Celica recovers quickly; she doesn't deserve to be in that kind of pain because one dumbass couldn't pay attention to the road.
What else...well, I've been spending a lot of time on that facebook site I've been telling most of you to sign up for. You really do meet some cool people on there. Unfortunately, a lot of people I meet eventually stop talking to me. I guess I just scare them off. Or they decide I'm not good enough to talk to. Or something. I'm just not good at keeping friends, I guess.
Well, at least I have Stitch.