Wow!! It's been awhile
Happy 6 months to me and John. We almost didn't make it but I won't go into details. We are working things out and I am very happy that we are stiill together. He is a wonderful person and I wish he could see that. Yea he has screwed up a lot and hasn't always been a wonderful person, but he is wonderful to me and can be wonderful to other ppl too. He just needs to look inside himself and find the true John. I know and have the confidence in him that he will find himself. I love you and this isn't meant to be negative in anyway shape or form, and it is not me bitching or complaining. I am very happy right now while I am writing this. I am just saying that John is a good person and to me he is my world and my everything. He is perfect in my eyes and I know he can be who he wants to be the true John. I will be here for him no matter what. As a girlfriend or as a friend. He has become my best friend. I don't want to lose him as a friend ever no matter what happens between us. I really do love you baby.