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Aug 30, 2004 17:34

Hey wuts up?

I have been painting my room and it has taken 4ever,it is really boring and just feel like quiting....

Im not myself these couple of days.....i just feel so lost sumtimes....but sumtimes i feel like im on top of the world... but i feel like i just dont belong here anymore....everytime i try to get out of here another obstacle is in the way.......this is just really hard and i just want it to end..NOW!

Im not interested in a lot of things i use to do....all i want to do is sleep and watch tv but i cant cuz then ill be a lazy ass.....and achieve nuthing...but its just so hard to be like here im goin to do all of this stuff....i dont even make sense anymore...i think i just need a nice vacation in the Hamptons to think about things....

In order to get away in the Spring I need to take the SATS over and get at least a 950...........i thought i was done with them....but guess not so i really have to study hard....but my question is should i take them in OCT and NOV, so if in OCT if i dont do well then i have a chance to study a little more...or no? (NEED HELP!)

I have been sick for the past 2 weeks..i think i need to call a doctor or maybe eat 3 regualar meals a day...who knows
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