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Yeah, I haven't been posting much the last few months because of how upset I've been over trying to find a job. And something has come up that has made me even madder about my situation. Namely that Bill Amend (The guy behind "FoxTrot") is one of this year's guests at SDCC. The problem with that is-
*I do not have money for a proper vacation there.
*Registration and hotels always fill up fast.
And it just gets me mad. Before I was canned, it was around the time of last year's, when I was thinking "I MUST do this next year." And of course, I get screwed out of it. I just really want to get out and do things for myself, I don't want to keep putting them off, even though I'm in a position where I have no choice but to wait. It's not my fault I've been turned down for jobs for stupid reasons, it's not my fault this economy sucks, it's not my fault the ideal jobs I want aren't hiring, so why is everyone on my back when my hands are tied?
I just need hope, I need people to understand that a good worker is not necessarily a perfect one, and certain people to understand that there's things I want to do for myself, and I have to support myself for it, and not give me grief about it. So unless a miracle happens, I just needed to get this out.
*I do not have money for a proper vacation there.
*Registration and hotels always fill up fast.
And it just gets me mad. Before I was canned, it was around the time of last year's, when I was thinking "I MUST do this next year." And of course, I get screwed out of it. I just really want to get out and do things for myself, I don't want to keep putting them off, even though I'm in a position where I have no choice but to wait. It's not my fault I've been turned down for jobs for stupid reasons, it's not my fault this economy sucks, it's not my fault the ideal jobs I want aren't hiring, so why is everyone on my back when my hands are tied?
I just need hope, I need people to understand that a good worker is not necessarily a perfect one, and certain people to understand that there's things I want to do for myself, and I have to support myself for it, and not give me grief about it. So unless a miracle happens, I just needed to get this out.