okay, so it's been awhile
i just recently came back from yet a magically wonderful vacation spent with janine (my best friend and love of my life).
there was only one day where i wasn't completely phucked up.
because seriously everyday, i was either drunk, baked, or both.
it was her birthday, what was i going to do?...
but that one day...that one day where i didn't drink or partake in pot...
i was more phucked up sober than i was everyday i did endulge in the contraband of college life.
i was so emotionally disturbed...i was a mess...
my mind is muddled with madness, and unpolluted mayhem...
chaos continues to flirt with my thoughts and feelings.
i'm so lost right now, it sucks!
who would think it? especially after a terrific time spent with janine...
mehh
there was only one day where i wasn't completely phucked up.
because seriously everyday, i was either drunk, baked, or both.
it was her birthday, what was i going to do?...
but that one day...that one day where i didn't drink or partake in pot...
i was more phucked up sober than i was everyday i did endulge in the contraband of college life.
i was so emotionally disturbed...i was a mess...
my mind is muddled with madness, and unpolluted mayhem...
chaos continues to flirt with my thoughts and feelings.
i'm so lost right now, it sucks!
who would think it? especially after a terrific time spent with janine...
mehh