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so um..my paid account ends in about 3 days, and i dont think i'll be renewing it. And hell yes, $5 is alot for someone who has $33 in her bank account, and a big ass baby to feed. Fyi, im on a angry bitch trip today..so forgive me in advance ;\
Speaking of being broke..As if dennis (my sons father, for those of you who dont know)wasn't useless enough, he went and got his ass FIRED from his job, and 1) lied about it, and 2) has the nerve to be excited about getting unemployment. What the hell? Then on top of that, neither of the 3 jobs that i applied for have called me back yet, and my mom is in the background telling me i dont need to be working since im starting school again soon. Granted, i know she'll handle nas and everything he needs until senor i-dont-give-a-fuck finds his broke ass a job again, but im too damn old to be leaning on her now. Plus, it's been entirely too long since i bought a new pair of sneakers..smh. i remember the days when i bought a new pair every check..man..those were the days. And im convinced that someone stole the last pair i bought when me and dennis threw a bbq at my dads house over the summer. a FRESH pair of uptowns..CRISP i tell you. Ain no way they just dissappear like that. Coincidence? Hell fuckin no. And YES, im still mad, i dont give a fuck how long ago it was. Who the fuck would steal from a pregnant girl. triflin ass negros. smh.
AND, im sick. Nasir gone and gave me his cold. Im all congested an nasty..i would take a picture, but i might gross some of ya'll out ;\
Listen. Ya'll dont understand. I need sex in the worst way. Nope, im not ashamed to admit it anymore. Yes, yes..I LOVE SEX. I lost my virginity when i was 16, and i dont think i've ever gone this long without sex. whats it been...on december 20, it'll be 2 months. SAY WHAT?! Im havin dreams about it..lmfao, i was coctail waitressing for my friend at her club the day before thanksgiving, and i was watching each man that came in thinking "damn..he looks like he's packin" "naw..he probably has a weenie". I feel like a dude, i swear. This is horrible. But i really dont want to do it with just anyone, you know? i love sex, but im still not a hoe ;\ I miss my broke ass denny poo ;\ He's the only one i feel completly comfortable with totally naked. Plus, im just so used to him, you know? ah well.
i may be back later, i havent really been feeling like updating, obviously. Which is why i havent been commenting on ya'll journals. I'll get around to it, i promise <3
later ;]
Speaking of being broke..As if dennis (my sons father, for those of you who dont know)wasn't useless enough, he went and got his ass FIRED from his job, and 1) lied about it, and 2) has the nerve to be excited about getting unemployment. What the hell? Then on top of that, neither of the 3 jobs that i applied for have called me back yet, and my mom is in the background telling me i dont need to be working since im starting school again soon. Granted, i know she'll handle nas and everything he needs until senor i-dont-give-a-fuck finds his broke ass a job again, but im too damn old to be leaning on her now. Plus, it's been entirely too long since i bought a new pair of sneakers..smh. i remember the days when i bought a new pair every check..man..those were the days. And im convinced that someone stole the last pair i bought when me and dennis threw a bbq at my dads house over the summer. a FRESH pair of uptowns..CRISP i tell you. Ain no way they just dissappear like that. Coincidence? Hell fuckin no. And YES, im still mad, i dont give a fuck how long ago it was. Who the fuck would steal from a pregnant girl. triflin ass negros. smh.
AND, im sick. Nasir gone and gave me his cold. Im all congested an nasty..i would take a picture, but i might gross some of ya'll out ;\
Listen. Ya'll dont understand. I need sex in the worst way. Nope, im not ashamed to admit it anymore. Yes, yes..I LOVE SEX. I lost my virginity when i was 16, and i dont think i've ever gone this long without sex. whats it been...on december 20, it'll be 2 months. SAY WHAT?! Im havin dreams about it..lmfao, i was coctail waitressing for my friend at her club the day before thanksgiving, and i was watching each man that came in thinking "damn..he looks like he's packin" "naw..he probably has a weenie". I feel like a dude, i swear. This is horrible. But i really dont want to do it with just anyone, you know? i love sex, but im still not a hoe ;\ I miss my broke ass denny poo ;\ He's the only one i feel completly comfortable with totally naked. Plus, im just so used to him, you know? ah well.
i may be back later, i havent really been feeling like updating, obviously. Which is why i havent been commenting on ya'll journals. I'll get around to it, i promise <3
later ;]