argh, my stomach hurts ;\ and i'm dying for whopper jr. w/ cheese..fuck all that low carb, no carb, no taste bull shit..i'll be obese + proud ;x
i finally heard from dennis today..finally. he called to tell me that he wanted me to download this song, because it reminded him of our relationship. so im all touched..and i go "oh..who's it by? what song is it?" and he tells me it's this song off of eminem's bonus cd. so i automatically assume it's some shit about him killing his baby's moms again. but he tells me it's not like that..but it's kind of crazy..not all of it, just some of it..but then again, so is our relationship. so, im like "ok.....what song is it?", and he told me it's some song called "love you more".he said it would be kind of wierd if you just read the lyrics, i guess it would take some of the edge off if you just heard it with the music. But just as i expected, i couldnt find it on kazaa..all the searches i did came back with the same fools downloading off of each other..so everyone is downloading a bogus file. I found the lyrics, and at the beginning, im like, ok..this isnt bad..it's actually kind of nice..then it gets a little crazy..ok, alot crazy. but when it's not on some ol wierd, psycotic shit, it's actually pretty sweet..but most of all, it's true. What a pity we're able to compare our relationship to eminem and his baby moms ;x anywayz..check this..The more you put me through / The more it makes me wanna come back to you / You say you hate me, I just love you more / You don't want me, I just want you more / I buy you flowers, you throw 'em at me / I know it's sad but it's making me happy / The more that you slap me, the more that it turns me on / Because you love me and I love you more / It's sick but who could ever predict we'd be doin' the same shit / We say that we do it for our baby but we don't, we do it for us / It's lust, 'cuz neither one of us trusts each other so we fuck till we bust / 'till cuss each other out, we know what it's about / Shout 'till I throw you out the house / you throw me out the house / I throw you on the couch, punch you in the mouth, we fist fight 'till we turn this mother out and apologize after / laughter pain, it's insane, we're back in the same chapter again / And it's sad but it's true, when i'm laying here with you / There ain't nothing anyone could ever say or ever do 'cuz / The more you put me through / The more it makes me wanna come back to you / You say you hate me, I just love you more / You don't want me, I just want you more
I buy you flowers, you throw 'em at me / I know it's sad but it's making me happy / The more that you slap me, the more that it turns me on / Because you love me and I love you more / 'Cuz I hate you, do you hate me? / Good, 'cuz you're so fuckin beautiful when you're angry / It makes me wanna just take you and just throw you / on the bed and fuck you like I don't even know you / You fuck other people and I fuck other people / You're a slut, but i'm equal, i'm a mutt, we're both evil in our own ways but neither one of us would ever admit it / 'Cuz one of us would have one up on the other so forget it / We can make accusations, people spread rumours / But they ain't got proof, 'till they do, it's just the two of us / You and me, 'cuz any chick can say that she's screwin' me / But you gotta believe it to a degree 'cuz true indeed
If you didn't I wouldn't be hittin', yeah I would / 'Cuz the sex is too damn good, if I ran, who would I run to / that would be this soft and warm? So it's off and on / Usually more off then on but at least we know that we / Share this common bond / ou're the only one I can fuck / without a condom on, I hope the only reason that I cope / Is 'cuz of that fact and I can bust in that, and that's why / The more you put me through / The more it makes me wanna come back to you / You say you hate me, I / just love you more / You don't want me, I just want you more / I buy you flowers, you throw 'em at me / I know it's sad but it's making me happy / The more that you slap me, the more that it turns me on / Because you love me and I love you more / I can never understand it, that's why I don't try / From junior high until we both die, why must we try / Is it really so rough that we must always call each other's Billy goat's Gruff / Try to pull each other's legs until the other begs / We're lying to ourself, that's the beauty of it, yeah / 'Cuz we truly love each other, that's why we always fight / And all we do is shove each other every other fuckin' night / And it's clear, it ain't gonna change, this pinned up rage / We both have, we both feel like we've been upstaged / By someone else, we both been someone else's someone else
The problem is neither one wants help, it's an addiction / And it can't be fixed, our family's mixed up / There's a baby sister in the mix and it hurts 'cuz the pieces to the puzzle don't fit / And anybody who thinks he knows us doesn't know shit / they're probably just tired of hearing it all the time on every song / every lyric and every rhyme, all the hoopla, all of the woopty woo / What you put me through, fuckin' woopty do / But I won't be made a fool of, if this is true love / You wouldn't do what you did last time, you wouldn't screw up / This time, 'cuz this time girl i'm tellin you what / You do it again and i'm fuckin' you up 'cuz no matter
What you say, what you do / I'ma hunt you down 'till I find you / No matter where you run, i'll be right there / Right behind you in your nightmares / So much for them flowers, and the candy / All the times that you threw it back at me / Told me you hate me, you 'gon hate me more / When you find out you can't escape me / The more you put me through / The more it makes me wanna come back to you / You say you hate me, I just love you more / You don't want me, I just want you more / I buy you flowers, you throw 'em at me / I know it's sad but it's making me happy / The more that you slap me, the more that it turns me on / Because you love me and I love you more
im not quite sure whats worse..the fact that he associates this song with me..or the fact that i know that it describes us perfectly..yanno..besides the slut part ;xxxxxxxxx rofl..and no, he doesnt beat me ;xxxxx Besides that, he told me he wanted to get nasir and i a flight back up top to visit during christmas..so i guess thats the move ;]
praise sweet jesus..my mother bought me a new phone, yes yes yes..hold your applause ;] i almost backflipped out of my chair ;x
here's a lil eye candy..i know you've been fiendin ;D
you gotta love the "pinch my cheeks" abercrombie shirt..shit, i do..wanna pinch em? -bends over- yea..go head..you know you want to ;xxxxxx
lmao..and try to ignore all the shit in the background ;x