Im living for me know one else
Thats my new attitude.. Ive been living for other people most of my life... and while my parents could say that im selfish thats only from what they see. I need to learn to make me happy. I've always put other peoples happiness before my own. Maybe its because i'm just realizing that im only 17(turning 18 very soon!!) and i realized that i've got a lot of life left. So now its all how i spend that time. I could either spend it running around other people and being hurt and lonely and feel unfull filled (is that supposed to be one word?) or i can get off my ass and reclaim what i used to have. A happy funloving life. Of course there are people in my life now that have more of an impact. But still that doesn't mean i should abandon my life for them right? I think thats the way to go. I mean if i think about it and what im doing to myself. All its goin to end up in is a lot of tears and for anyone who knew me before this KNOWS that i never cry over stupid shit. So im done with that. Its become clear to me that my boyfriend and I are now classified under an-up-down-relationship. For the past two weeks one day is good the other is bad. But this time it was my fault so i'm over it since he won't except my apology. Aight gotta get ready for the night.. Holla at me cuz immmmm bbbbaaaaccckkkk .. lol