Hi.
Hello everyone. How are all mah LJ buddies doin`? I`m OK I guess...today wasn't such a good day, Nothing really went the way I planned it to, Shit just got fucked up wid my man. I dunno why though but nothin has been working out for us lately. It`s like no matter how hard I try, it jus aint working out. & I get so fuckin frustrated when shit goes wrong wid me & him. i unno waht Ima do.
|_E D i T_| 7.2o.o4 @ 7.39pm
well I had work today, which was slow as fuck and boring. My sugarnut babycake called me & brightened up mah day. we talked a bit bout yesterday & i apoligized after hangin up on him. we had a good conversation. He couldn`t stop talkin` sexually to meeh. & it was crazy cause i was feeling him t0o & my man manager was right there, l0okin` at meeh all hard liek 'y am I smilin liek that '? lolz. only meeh and him know what is talked bout =] but damn baby, open your heart to me, das some HE needa work on, opening his heart MORE & lettin me know how he`s feeling t0o, cause this relationship is based on TWO people, not jus me.
last night was mad fun though, stayed out late wid mah friendz & jus got fucked up & tipsy =] we gotta do daht more often.
ohh jea bout mah vacation, me going to Walt Disney World Orlando, Florida!. August 23rd toda 27th, not much but its good. We were gonna go to Wisconsin Dellz, but fuck daht Florida is way better for a vacation. its me, abby, my mommy, & da three kids daht fina go, & abby`s grl. shiet i wanted to bring mah grls, & my sister was being a bitch tellin me no i cant. she said if i do, i cant go because she "planning" it, well im paying for half, i deserve to be happy when i go. but ohh well, we'll see whats gonna happen. we`re gonna rent this Villa house daht has 3 bedroomz & nice ass furniture & a pool, so I hope i get a good tan when we go. we got these Disney resort tickets or waheva, that you can access any theme park in da Walt Disney thingy. Im so exicted, I`ve been buying clothes liek crazy, day before yesterday, I went to lady footlocker & spent $65 , went to Charolette Russe & spent $80, went to Victoria`s secret spent $45, & daht aint good, my goal this summer was not to spend alot & i keep doing it. it`s so hard not to, I walk in a store to get one thing, & end up with 10 ;[ i needa stop. it`s bad enough ima pay for half the vacation, which comes out to almost 3.o0o & we hafta go shoppin for erryone to get new fits for it. & guess who has to pay half of errything?! great i want to go on a vacation & get stuck with spendin all this shit, is it really a vacation? lolz. well ima leave yall with this thing, i checked it if my man has done it for me, da title is
26 THiNGZ A REAL MAN WOULD DO F0R A GiRL
[X]1. Knoe how to make you smile wen you are down.
[_]2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.[ he touches it lol]
[X]3. Stick up for you, but still respects yur independence...
[_]4. Give you the remote control during the game. [never been together during any game]
[X]5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
[X]6. Play with your hair.
[X]7. His hands always find yours.
[X]8. Be cute when he really wants something.
[X]9. Offers to give you massages. [gave 1 lol]
[_]10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork. [i still hafta teach him]
[X]11. Never run out of love.
[X]12. Be funny, but know how to be serious.
[X]13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious
[X]14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
[X]15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
[X]16. Smile a lot.
[X]17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you.
[X]18. Appreciate you.
[X]19. Help others out.
[X]20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1
[X]21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching...
[X]22. Sing, even if he can't.
[X]23. Have a creative sense of humor.
[X]24. Stare at you.
[X]25. Call for no reason.
[X]26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking[ in my case he quit racing] =]
23 out of 26 not bad baby. muahz i love you
listen ta waht I speak ; I'm tryin' ta keep it reaL
nawt tryin ta make a scene ; you tryina keep yo man
you gotz ta make him scream; you gotta put it down
drop it & dip it low ; wind it around a while
stop & now let it go
<3-LADii_SUSU
|_E D i T_| 7.2o.o4 @ 7.39pm
well I had work today, which was slow as fuck and boring. My sugarnut babycake called me & brightened up mah day. we talked a bit bout yesterday & i apoligized after hangin up on him. we had a good conversation. He couldn`t stop talkin` sexually to meeh. & it was crazy cause i was feeling him t0o & my man manager was right there, l0okin` at meeh all hard liek 'y am I smilin liek that '? lolz. only meeh and him know what is talked bout =] but damn baby, open your heart to me, das some HE needa work on, opening his heart MORE & lettin me know how he`s feeling t0o, cause this relationship is based on TWO people, not jus me.
last night was mad fun though, stayed out late wid mah friendz & jus got fucked up & tipsy =] we gotta do daht more often.
ohh jea bout mah vacation, me going to Walt Disney World Orlando, Florida!. August 23rd toda 27th, not much but its good. We were gonna go to Wisconsin Dellz, but fuck daht Florida is way better for a vacation. its me, abby, my mommy, & da three kids daht fina go, & abby`s grl. shiet i wanted to bring mah grls, & my sister was being a bitch tellin me no i cant. she said if i do, i cant go because she "planning" it, well im paying for half, i deserve to be happy when i go. but ohh well, we'll see whats gonna happen. we`re gonna rent this Villa house daht has 3 bedroomz & nice ass furniture & a pool, so I hope i get a good tan when we go. we got these Disney resort tickets or waheva, that you can access any theme park in da Walt Disney thingy. Im so exicted, I`ve been buying clothes liek crazy, day before yesterday, I went to lady footlocker & spent $65 , went to Charolette Russe & spent $80, went to Victoria`s secret spent $45, & daht aint good, my goal this summer was not to spend alot & i keep doing it. it`s so hard not to, I walk in a store to get one thing, & end up with 10 ;[ i needa stop. it`s bad enough ima pay for half the vacation, which comes out to almost 3.o0o & we hafta go shoppin for erryone to get new fits for it. & guess who has to pay half of errything?! great i want to go on a vacation & get stuck with spendin all this shit, is it really a vacation? lolz. well ima leave yall with this thing, i checked it if my man has done it for me, da title is
26 THiNGZ A REAL MAN WOULD DO F0R A GiRL
[X]1. Knoe how to make you smile wen you are down.
[_]2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.[ he touches it lol]
[X]3. Stick up for you, but still respects yur independence...
[_]4. Give you the remote control during the game. [never been together during any game]
[X]5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
[X]6. Play with your hair.
[X]7. His hands always find yours.
[X]8. Be cute when he really wants something.
[X]9. Offers to give you massages. [gave 1 lol]
[_]10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork. [i still hafta teach him]
[X]11. Never run out of love.
[X]12. Be funny, but know how to be serious.
[X]13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious
[X]14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
[X]15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
[X]16. Smile a lot.
[X]17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you.
[X]18. Appreciate you.
[X]19. Help others out.
[X]20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1
[X]21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching...
[X]22. Sing, even if he can't.
[X]23. Have a creative sense of humor.
[X]24. Stare at you.
[X]25. Call for no reason.
[X]26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking[ in my case he quit racing] =]
23 out of 26 not bad baby. muahz i love you
listen ta waht I speak ; I'm tryin' ta keep it reaL
nawt tryin ta make a scene ; you tryina keep yo man
you gotz ta make him scream; you gotta put it down
drop it & dip it low ; wind it around a while
stop & now let it go
<3-LADii_SUSU