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hey whats up everyone, sorry I haven`t updated this, I`m such an LJ updater... first of all Happy New Years, hope everyone had a fun, & safe one. mine was just complete drama. my folks are prlly da worst people EVER. neways, I bought this book by Janice Dickinson & its called,"Everyhing About Me Is Fake... And I`m Perfect", which is true about most models, but I liek her because she was the FIRST supermodel ever, and she talks bout how her dad wanted to do stuff to her when she was only 6, and how she went to a private school, and the nuns were really mean to her & they beat her up for doing lil things, I really like it alot, yea im such a white girl, I took it to work, and read it on my lunchbreak, and this security thats dope, was liek what u readin`, and he seen it, then was like, thats gonna be you one day watch. he really dope & believes I can be a model, he always gets me papers that have contests on them and gave me a direct # to one of his friends that works in Ford Models & Barbizon. I dont know what the fuck im waiting for to call them. I guess im just waiting til I move out, because I know my parents wont approve of me doing that. I should just not give a fuck and do it, I know for a fact that its NOT gonna be easy, it might even take me 10, 20, or even 30 yrs til im noticed, but you gotta start at the bottom if you want to be noticed and if you weren`t born the kid of a star. so we`ll see whats up with that, gotta loose da booty lol.I dont think I have ever seen a model with a booty besides Tyra Banks and they excused her coz she black. but how da fuck would I look, if my whole body is skinny and in shape, then I got an ass??? today im off work but im gonna go shopping with my mommy & sister. its so freakin weird coz 1 min we arguing & da next we`re plannin to go out to eat. like on monday we were arguing then we went to IHOP to eat. weird. I hope thats normal. man but lately I`ve been having night flashes & cant sleep for shit, I think its a sign of insomnia. it sucks, ima go to da doc. well ima hope off this, ima comment den leave. stays ups, peace. LADii_SUSU