Dec 04, 2005 14:43
And so it has been written...
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. Sucks ..I know.
I am responsible for all my actions in life. Sometimes, you just have to be smarter than to allow yourself to do shit that you know is plain wrong. Weird how mama's words always seem to be right. I'm a big girl..yes I am. Time for me to act like one. In life, I am going to have to do my own shit, work, pay bills, have a career, blah blah. I guess it is easier to just let go sometimes, party. BUT!!!!!! I need to also realize that i just can't party all the time and go crazy.
Sorry, I guess you can say i'm trying to make a new life for myself but my mind is just not 100% here, in this world. GOD i wish i was born in 60s/70s. The life of feeling pure love and peace. Oh well i'm sure shit wasnt exactly super easy back then either. Whatevvvverrr...
I should start talking some gibberish...write some stupid words in my head...Let's see...
In life you'll find love and that shit will pierce your soul and ruin you. Sounds good?
PEACE