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Apr 13, 2005 23:39

I've been doing a lot of thinking. A lot of thinking that shouldn't matter a thing to me. I feel...more than some people do. I care even if you slap me in the face. I don't respect people who's main purpose in life is to seek revenge. Sure, it seems like i have all the time in the world to fall for your childish schemes of ignorance...soon i won't one bit. Then what? Fighting with yourself isn't much fun. But if you insist...keep the bitter comments coming. I have my life to take care of. Something many should consider before trying to bash one another. I don't deny i too can be judgmental and bitter. At least I recognize it and want to change that aspect of myself. Those who know me, know me best. Know me for who i am. My Lj or myspace ..whatever it may be only input a rather small portion into the way i'm living/thinking. No one said I was perfect. Don't sit there and try to justify yourself or your actions. I've wasted enough time...

Today...
I decided it was time to change my hair color/cut...
I'm pleased. Pretty short but almost exactly what I wanted.

I wrote some poems today. I wrote a lot on how i'm feeling. That no one will ever see..that no one can comment on or disagree..my views, my feelings.

"Bash your head against the ground
making sure you don't make a sound
Social suicide is what we see...
fuck you and your stupid tendencies"
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