Jan 16, 2005 01:20
I don't know how to start this...
The type of person I am is hard to explain. I have many styles and many of you can tell but that's me. I don't try to be "different." I just like expressing myself through experimentation. Also, I like music in general. I respect all artists (even those crap talking lyricists but hey that's their thing...more power to them). Country isn't my favorite and neither is classical (although some is soothing...quite nice). I don't really know what kind of style people think I have. Whatever. I'm also not one of those "I don't give a fuck" kids. Sure, there are things i could careless about but I dono...I'm actually a pretty caring, compassionate person. May be some people don't see that, but if you were close to me and got to know me (and didn't try to fuck with me or fight with me) then you'd see that. Yes, I can be shy & intiminated by others to be my weird lil' self. I'm getting better at being me. I just don't think I have to be overly outspoken to those who will never view me as anything higher than dirt. If you wanna call me weird, so be it. That's nothing new to me. Why would I want to be normal anyhow (There are too many fucked up people swearing they are "normal")? All i can say is, be yourself. It's your life and no one else has to live it(<- I'm obviously not the 1st person to say this). I dono but I like being me. Whatever sometimes i complain because i'm at an age where i don't know where my life is heading to or what will happen to me in the future. That doesn't matter. I have to think positive and live my life the way I want to (which may be hard considering the fact i live with my parents).
Anyhow, i'm going to miss KaryKinz. She'll be back to me soon. Have fun on your trippy trip.
I wish the best for all the heartbroken, lonely, sad, overemotional people out there. Everyone goes through it. If you don't, then your perfect aren't you...No ones fucking perfect.
GooDniteeee