Dec 22, 2004 21:15
Christmas Break so far has been pretty pimp. Hmm...my best friend won't talk to me anymore due to some personal issues there. That really sucks, but I can't do anything about it at least for now. When he's ready for a friend, i'll be there for him. Something in me doesn't want to be though (I have my own reasons to say that). By the way, I have many guy best friends but this one was just like SUPER BEST FRIEND (such a shame to see you go...).
I found out my ex is a big fat whore now. Like, I knew he would be hooking up with girls especially since he's single and a HOLLISTER boy (supposebly they get MAD GIRLS...sorry kiddos, you boys don't attract me). Whatever, to me that means nothing. I know who he truly is (the good and bad sides). I shouldn't care anyhow. It's not like if i'm some angel. I have fun too, but I don't promote my personal life. I don't wish him harm. I just want his dumbass to really grow up and wake up.
Everyday feels like the weekend. All i've been doing is shopping for Xmas gifts, chillin with some friends, hmmmm, hmmmmmmmmm, etc. <-Lots of stuff.
I was pretty scared that the ones i've become so close to wouldn't want to hang out with me b.c me and my best friend aren't on good terms. They reassured me that, that wouldn't happen. I dono. All of us watch out for one another's feelings. Anyhow, i'm at kary's cribbo. I'm extremely tired. Today, all i've done is errands and meet up with people. Also, Kary and I went to some FOCUS GROUP (whoo we earned $10 for doing absolute NOTHING). I think i'm going to go home now, think (deeply), write some thoughts, and sleep.
Eww...i'm getting a cold damn it!!! Seems like everyone was sick or getting over a cold. I'm just starting my lovely sickness. I'm ready though. I'm loaded up on the best medication GUARANTEED to make yah feel in tip top shape.
get back get back yall' don't know me like that! shit nigguhs..when you see that i'm peeing...don't fucking talk to me or i'll bitch slap you with my fists of fury! <-Luda all up in my brain.
Yesterday, I worked. Not bad Not bad. Let that red river flow and lets keep on with our lives. Tomorrow, I work. Christmas is COMING!!! That means family will be near by. Errr...
<3 LULY
>I came. I saw. I hit em' dead in the jaw.