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life is slowly qoinq down the drain blah if you really know me you know that me and my mom dont really qet along well a few days aqo my mom told me she has cancer and that shes had it for a few years and hey she finally decided to tell me one day and what can i do nothing ? i have no comment i dont know what to say life only gets harder as you grow up i thought maybe it get easier since you get wiser and more responsible but i was so wrong
i never knew i had it so qood i never considered my self rich but i knew i was being takin care of very good i was always spoiled i use to get what ever i wanted i live in a 6 bed room 4 bath room house, i use to go to the best private schools, i always had both of my closets full of the best clothes and shoes, prada purses, you name it i had it, my hair was always perfect... until a year ago i never knew what it was to struggle my grandpa use to work for in miami for this big company he had worked there for about 20 years since the day he came from cuba and his boss retired about 5 years ago since then he feared losing his job because his english is not that good because hey he never bothered to learn it in miami everyone knows spanish get me? well he got fired a year ago because he got a white boss which didn't like that fact that he didn't know how to speak that well but w.e you dont know what you have until its gone!!! i've learned that right now im lucky if i go shopping twice a month i'm the type i was brought up with the best but never once did i think i was better then everyone else!!! damn thinking now i had it sooo good lifes not the same anymore and i'm trying to deal with it but lesson i learned material things aren't everything