cracka
so here i sit pondering my crappy enlish paper...and wondering whether to be happy or sad. i know i'll end up doing well on this paper, and I enjoy writing something really crappy and pointless and then revising...because, well lets face it, i rock at revising. Not neccessarily the grammer part, but just switching things around, and rewording boring stuff into amazing crap. I can write crap better than anyone alive, im sure there are thousands of people out there writing regular stuff better than me, but i am the kind of CRAP.
in other news, O-house what what. room 612.....kinda high up but hey, better view right? atleast I get to stay in O-house, i didn't wanna end up with a tini room and community bathrooms again...that would suck fat nuts. plus...living off campus doesn't really sound all that great for next year, yeh it would be cool to have my own place. but i am too lazy to cook for myself, drive to school, and take care of an apartment, i have enough trouble with my half of the 8 by 10 cell i live in now.
life sucks, but then its great. i seriously am like the most torn person right now. one second i experiance something truely amazing and thank God for another day to live for him, and the next second i get trashed and walked on, and want to give up but remember the amazing part of life...and what lies ahead. I know theres a reason for everything...maybe a test, maybe just the way its supposed to be. somehow i have to find a way to do what has to be done, and live for whats right. its super hard to find the will power to do what my heart knows is right everyday. but should it be? please, take it easy on me life. i just wanna go with it.
"Jesus replied: "love the Lord your God with all your heart, all your mind, and all your soul. That is the first and greatest commandment"
-Matthew 22: 37-38
Just focus and pray my friends. If you ever get where I am, ask for help from someone u know will be there.
in other news, O-house what what. room 612.....kinda high up but hey, better view right? atleast I get to stay in O-house, i didn't wanna end up with a tini room and community bathrooms again...that would suck fat nuts. plus...living off campus doesn't really sound all that great for next year, yeh it would be cool to have my own place. but i am too lazy to cook for myself, drive to school, and take care of an apartment, i have enough trouble with my half of the 8 by 10 cell i live in now.
life sucks, but then its great. i seriously am like the most torn person right now. one second i experiance something truely amazing and thank God for another day to live for him, and the next second i get trashed and walked on, and want to give up but remember the amazing part of life...and what lies ahead. I know theres a reason for everything...maybe a test, maybe just the way its supposed to be. somehow i have to find a way to do what has to be done, and live for whats right. its super hard to find the will power to do what my heart knows is right everyday. but should it be? please, take it easy on me life. i just wanna go with it.
"Jesus replied: "love the Lord your God with all your heart, all your mind, and all your soul. That is the first and greatest commandment"
-Matthew 22: 37-38
Just focus and pray my friends. If you ever get where I am, ask for help from someone u know will be there.