twenty two
i think when you turn 22
you hit rock bottom.
then realize how awesome life is after.
twenty two has been amazing thus far.
i did alot of unexpecting soul searching.
who would have thought
at 17 i thought i knew everything
18 i thought i knew myself.
21 i thought i knew how to have a good time
and 22, i now know i dont really know everything about me.
i am still growing, still learning, still loving and i am not the same person i was when i was 17.
i think i turned out alot better than i expected.
i've grown, really grown.
soul searching, hitting rock bottom and think i have no where to go but stay the same soul searching and i am still here. after all the glory is gone and i made it out alive.
this year has been the most difficult and emotionally challenging year of my life but its helped me grow so much and realize what i want and who i want.
i've met,well reaquainted with someone from high school and i never thought my life would involve him in it.he makes me think, makes me think alot about life. alot about what i really want. hes amazing. i aint gonna lie sometimes hes made me feel like shit but things right now are ok. i feel like i have known him my entire life and i cant picture my life without him being in it. and i know friends of mine wish he was never in my life but he makes me happy. he really does. we have this connection, i dont know how to describe it, i dont really wanna define it.i dont wanna say hes my best friend, cuz thats brian. but i love him, i truly do. there isnt a day that goes by when i dont see him or at least talk to him.
true friends are really hard to find and really hard to keep. me and brian are still awesome, i dont see him much anymore cuz of spartans and i have grown to realize that. me and andy have just opposite schedules and we are both injured right now so we dont see much of each other but i love him so much. me and tony have grown into an awesome friendship that i never expected, not like i didnt know i didnt love the kid but i didnt think ourfriendship would blossom the way it did. Chris is like one kid i can do anything with, we can just be stupid and cruise the avenue or go to the mall in search of hotties, our friendship has grown too and i love him for that, hes a true friend. Me and Nicole have had our ups and downs but we are still friends and its nice having a girl around just to understand things.
i just love all of you guys soooo much.
Work has just been a whirlwind of things. we are at rock bottom right now with me being the only one who knows what they are doing. im not gonna lie its a little annoying. i just wish all the new people werent new and could pick up on things faster. it seems like dunkin donuts will never be the same ever. i just wanna go in rewind to when it was the Dynamic Dou. i sooo miss that. <333
Random trips this year.
spring break in Montreal with T, Andy and Brian
Nashua, Providencetown, Old Orchard Beach
i love our saturday adventures
Rebecca, Devin, Chris and Tony!
life is just going awesome right now.
and i just wanna thank all of the people who have been a part of it.
<3333
much love guys.
you hit rock bottom.
then realize how awesome life is after.
twenty two has been amazing thus far.
i did alot of unexpecting soul searching.
who would have thought
at 17 i thought i knew everything
18 i thought i knew myself.
21 i thought i knew how to have a good time
and 22, i now know i dont really know everything about me.
i am still growing, still learning, still loving and i am not the same person i was when i was 17.
i think i turned out alot better than i expected.
i've grown, really grown.
soul searching, hitting rock bottom and think i have no where to go but stay the same soul searching and i am still here. after all the glory is gone and i made it out alive.
this year has been the most difficult and emotionally challenging year of my life but its helped me grow so much and realize what i want and who i want.
i've met,well reaquainted with someone from high school and i never thought my life would involve him in it.he makes me think, makes me think alot about life. alot about what i really want. hes amazing. i aint gonna lie sometimes hes made me feel like shit but things right now are ok. i feel like i have known him my entire life and i cant picture my life without him being in it. and i know friends of mine wish he was never in my life but he makes me happy. he really does. we have this connection, i dont know how to describe it, i dont really wanna define it.i dont wanna say hes my best friend, cuz thats brian. but i love him, i truly do. there isnt a day that goes by when i dont see him or at least talk to him.
true friends are really hard to find and really hard to keep. me and brian are still awesome, i dont see him much anymore cuz of spartans and i have grown to realize that. me and andy have just opposite schedules and we are both injured right now so we dont see much of each other but i love him so much. me and tony have grown into an awesome friendship that i never expected, not like i didnt know i didnt love the kid but i didnt think ourfriendship would blossom the way it did. Chris is like one kid i can do anything with, we can just be stupid and cruise the avenue or go to the mall in search of hotties, our friendship has grown too and i love him for that, hes a true friend. Me and Nicole have had our ups and downs but we are still friends and its nice having a girl around just to understand things.
i just love all of you guys soooo much.
Work has just been a whirlwind of things. we are at rock bottom right now with me being the only one who knows what they are doing. im not gonna lie its a little annoying. i just wish all the new people werent new and could pick up on things faster. it seems like dunkin donuts will never be the same ever. i just wanna go in rewind to when it was the Dynamic Dou. i sooo miss that. <333
Random trips this year.
spring break in Montreal with T, Andy and Brian
Nashua, Providencetown, Old Orchard Beach
i love our saturday adventures
Rebecca, Devin, Chris and Tony!
life is just going awesome right now.
and i just wanna thank all of the people who have been a part of it.
<3333
much love guys.