today on v-day
i have a lot of wierd feelings goin on here. well first i'm totally happy because i finally got to be with bret and it was amazing but i am just so bummed that the night is fuckin over. i think it would be so cool to just be with him all night but not doing anything just to be with him. but something happened tonight that i didn't expect to and it kind of surprised me. i dunno. i can't really write it on here cus it's really personal but i was really taken aback by it. shit. whatever i need someone (i can trust) to talk to. ok so i guess that's it. i need some milk from this fuckin chocolate, its so good. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
but i still love him.
but i still love him.