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Here is exactly what is wrong with drinking:
Not being able to follow through my thoughts
regretting boys
wanting people/things that I wouldn't want if sober
leaving in the middle of good movies because it takes too much out of me to even stare at the screen
abruptly waking up at 6:30am after only a few short hours of wack ass sleep
I need to figure out what the hell my alcohol tolerance is now. It's probably a great thing that I can't guzzle like the old days. But the problem still remains. This calls for an experiment. I need to sit down, be recorded by video/friends, and write down how much is enough in ounces/shots/whatever. Though I don't drink very often it still needs to be figured out, or I'm doomed to mornings like this for the rest of time! Ieeeee!!!
Ahh, I want to go back to sleep and have a lovely dream. My brain needs to cooperate.
Not being able to follow through my thoughts
regretting boys
wanting people/things that I wouldn't want if sober
leaving in the middle of good movies because it takes too much out of me to even stare at the screen
abruptly waking up at 6:30am after only a few short hours of wack ass sleep
I need to figure out what the hell my alcohol tolerance is now. It's probably a great thing that I can't guzzle like the old days. But the problem still remains. This calls for an experiment. I need to sit down, be recorded by video/friends, and write down how much is enough in ounces/shots/whatever. Though I don't drink very often it still needs to be figured out, or I'm doomed to mornings like this for the rest of time! Ieeeee!!!
Ahh, I want to go back to sleep and have a lovely dream. My brain needs to cooperate.