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last night i had one of my dearest friends Sami spend the night.. to save me from my evil neighbor if need be..shes really super cool... we have the same birthday and were born in the same hospital.. (Sherman Oaks Co.) but are a year apart..and happened to find each other 17 years ago in 5th grade all the way up here in Nevada City..life is pretty silly that way. She rubs here nose just like a little squirell..what a goof..
so ... i have recently (almost 2 weeks ago?) broken up with Carlos..we were just done.
On the 27th of July it was my daughters fathers 37th birthday ..
Charles has been missing since October 26th of last year..
so some of us got together for drinks.. but didnt really talk about him..its such a strange split mixed feeling for me.. none of us know what happened to him.. he had been living on the street/under the bridge for the past 4 years.. was last seen at a party somewhere... and POOF! Although he had a horrible violence "problem" .. i still will never feel that anyone deserves to die alone like .. what i think happened.i hadnt TALKED to him in almost 3 years.. i did see him in july of last year but the drinking and drugs had made him so vacant.. he hardly recognized me..
i suppose i am now moving to Missouri.. soon next week maybe?
i really wasnt into it at first... but i realized (I can be REALLY slow) i will make it into way more than im expecting..i know it...it will be fun
PLUS the school thats one hour away has an Entomology program .. so thats where ill be .. for the next 3 years.. i had wanted to move to Bisbee, Arizona..and was disappointed that i wasnt at first..but i have plenty of years to go..i need to learn to think a little more positive and not just freak out.
Gabriella... my boogie butt daughter will be a HUGE 6 in 5 days..although she thinks shes 15.. shes such a stinker.. keeps telling me that whatever i get her will be fine.. so i told her boys underwear.. and she freaked! but Disneyland is really what were doing..
i also think i will start wearing my hair (which simply WONT grow!) in two little buns on top of my head.. rather than the usual pig-tails.
so ... i have recently (almost 2 weeks ago?) broken up with Carlos..we were just done.
On the 27th of July it was my daughters fathers 37th birthday ..
Charles has been missing since October 26th of last year..
so some of us got together for drinks.. but didnt really talk about him..its such a strange split mixed feeling for me.. none of us know what happened to him.. he had been living on the street/under the bridge for the past 4 years.. was last seen at a party somewhere... and POOF! Although he had a horrible violence "problem" .. i still will never feel that anyone deserves to die alone like .. what i think happened.i hadnt TALKED to him in almost 3 years.. i did see him in july of last year but the drinking and drugs had made him so vacant.. he hardly recognized me..
i suppose i am now moving to Missouri.. soon next week maybe?
i really wasnt into it at first... but i realized (I can be REALLY slow) i will make it into way more than im expecting..i know it...it will be fun
PLUS the school thats one hour away has an Entomology program .. so thats where ill be .. for the next 3 years.. i had wanted to move to Bisbee, Arizona..and was disappointed that i wasnt at first..but i have plenty of years to go..i need to learn to think a little more positive and not just freak out.
Gabriella... my boogie butt daughter will be a HUGE 6 in 5 days..although she thinks shes 15.. shes such a stinker.. keeps telling me that whatever i get her will be fine.. so i told her boys underwear.. and she freaked! but Disneyland is really what were doing..
i also think i will start wearing my hair (which simply WONT grow!) in two little buns on top of my head.. rather than the usual pig-tails.