Distant
I've been feeling distant from Mike these past few weeks. It is very unsettling. Sometimes I feel the roller coaster ride will never end, and other times I don't want it to. Go Figure. We go from totally lovey-together engaged happy, to a feeling like roomates :( Lately I think it is me trying to hard. I need to refocus on myself. I actually joined the gym yesterday and even after one short workout I do feel a little better. For those of you who know me, I was a workout freak.. who sadly has gotten lazy these past few years. I hate to think I was "comfortable" in my relationship that caused this. In all honesty, stress has me yo-yo-ing up and down. I need to let that all go. I seriously hate that distant feeling though...
Guess I have to work harder on me.
Guess I have to work harder on me.