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[ladida]

letting go
why is it so hard..
sleep seems impossible
the tears won't stop..
Where have I been?
why did I let it get this far?
In my own frailty and fear
I let this happen.
I manifested it, let it take form,
and now it's here.
Everythig I feared I created,
unknowingly brought it about
Why can't I see that it was me..

to be cont..