Nov 15, 2005 16:45
Adam is gone...my parents haven't heard from him in over a week and they have no idea where he went. I am starting to worry about him since when ever he has left in the past, he at least tells me where he is.
I haven't been able to get on while at work recently due to some changes here. It sucks.
No more fighting...we agreed.
Things have to get better...because I can't let them get worse. Someday this will come easily to me, but that is not today. Put on a happy face and smile to the world so they don't know you are crying on the inside.
Too bad that people are so shallow and off-handedly blah. If more people would pay attention to how others interact with them, they wouldn't act so stupid and superior when they clearly aren't.
Hoping to see someone I know at the training exercise tomorrow since I know that they are in that dept putting on the ventilation drill. It would be nice to talk to someone that isn't upset with me.
I'm tired & hungry now and wishing I didn't have to work until 7.
Have to go shopping Thursday for Thanksgiving. At least I will have a distraction from my own inner turmoil and tensions that are racking my brains. Wishing that the pain would just leak out and go away.