Confessions of a selfish beeyotch......

[ladi_centaur]

Snagged from accoustic_girl

Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now (don't list names):
 

1. I don’t have the will or strength to defend you anymore.
2. I don’t think it’s fair for you to expect me to be ok with this.
3. I would live/die/kill for you, but sometimes I wish you would go away.
4. How dare you give me the world and then take it away.
5. How many times will you lie to my face?
6. Recognize, money doesn’t grow on trees and if it did we don’t own an orchard.
7. I really don’t feel warm and fuzzy that you would do the same for me.
8. I love you and I wish I could take care of you.
9. I wish you loved me as much as I have cried for you.
10. I will never forget what you did to me and don’t expect it to ever go away.

Nine things about yourself:

1. Medication keeps me sane.
2. I am really a shy person…REALLY..NO LIE
3. I can cry on cue.
4. I HATE confrontation.
5. I am REAL about my marriage.
6. My FAMILY comes first (Immediate, not extended)
7. I AM Ride or Die
8. I will make everyone else happy before I EVEN THINK of myself.
9. I am a selfish, self centered, spoiled BITCH

Eight ways to win your heart:
 

1. Make me feel like the only person who can ignite your fire.
2. To Love me is to Love what is mine.
3. Love my quirks and idiotic ways.
4. Enjoy my spontaneity, don’t repress it.
5. Call/Text/Email me and say I love you or I am thinking of you…just because you can
6. Make me trust you
7. Be my son’s friend because you genuinely like him, not b/c of who he is.
8. Make me laugh until I pee on myself.

Seven things that cross your mind a lot:

1. Sex
2. Money
3. Buying a House
4. May 21, 1997
5. Marlon
6. August 18, 1988
7. ProCreation

Six things you wish you never did:
 

1. Drop Out
2. Listen to a Friend which ultimately ended in me going to Jail for 47 days when I was 19.
3. Dated Jimmy Lamar in high school.
4. Left home at 17.
5. Tried to reconcile with my sperm donor.
6. Led someone on to get what I wanted……..felt like boo-boo afterwards.

Five turn-offs in a person:

1. Entitled Attitudes
2. One Uppers (People who have done everything you have done/seen on TV/or heard about only they did it better)
3. Bad Hygiene
4. Rudeness
5. Ungrateful People
   
   

Four turn-ons in a person                             :
 

1. Confidence
2. Compassion
3. Similar Humor
4. Good Hygiene

Three smiley's that describe your life:
 

1. ;}~
2. >:}
3. ;)
   
   

Two things you want before you die:

1. Have Marlon’s Children
2. Visit all of the continents.

One Confession:

I wish I knew how to say what’s really on my mind instead of saying what I think someone wants to hear. I ONLY DO THIS WITH MY FAMILY!!!!!!