Apr 22, 2005 10:21
So this past week has been by far the CRAZIEST week of my life. lemme explain. and fyi my mother was out of town saturday-wednesday. :D
Sunday: dont really remember what happened during the day but we had a bonfire in my back yardand got high then went to claire's house to sleep...((not one of the crazier events of the week)).
Monday: woke up late for school...inentionally. smoked a jay before the fucking 9:15 bus came. got on the bus and went to school...no cody...weird. you know. so we go through school blah blah cody, heather, aaron, claire, robiie, and i all took lots of bong hits in my living room it was a good time.
Tuesday: my fucking brother was supposed to take me to school but his ass didnt even come home the night before so i woke up late once again. missed first period once again. got to school at snack and whatever. school dont matter. after school we went to smoke hut for like an hour just talking and chillin with the guys that work there. cody got a new zong for free cuz when face ( the guy that works there) was wrapping it up for him it broke. but cody epoxied it. then we went to my pad and heather and aaron came over. me and heather and claire bought 12.5 grams and took more bong hits. we stayed up till midnight and me and tosh took 4:20 bong hits at midnight. then they all boned otu and i slept.
Wednedsday...4:20: woke up took a bong hit. called claire told her ass to get over to my house. cody called told his ass to get over to my house. tosh called told his ass to get over to my house. we all got real faded. then heather came with all the buds. we rolled a blunt. took smoe bong hits. yada yada. so many people came over oaky all the people that were there: me, claire, cody, tosh, nick sprunk, robbie sprunk, heather, aaron, ethan, ethan's friend, megan, johnny, mike, miles, arian, fat jimmy, hannah, vince, tony, and soem other heads. so fucking fun! then everyone sort of left by like 5 or so. but meggie baby gave me 3 somas and claire gave me a xannax (zanny bar) and then somehow it was just me robbie and cody. robbie decided he wanted to get a half fronted to him and we all decided to use me n claire's bong as collateral.well right when we are about to leave, claire calls and is like me and my dad got in to a fist fight bla bla and were like okay go to cody's. so we go over to hawthorne get the half and give him the bong and shit. then go back to cody's and we're about to roll personal blunts and i was supposed to be home and hour ago but im so fucked up i didnt even care you know? haha. then my mom calls and im like dont answer! but krystal (cody's sister) answered it not knowing it was my mom. so i hear a honk and im all trippin cuz cody has court the next day and ireally dont want to leave and shit and i REALLY dont want him to leave you know so i give him a hug and im like dont ogo anywhere okay? and hes like haha okay. so my mom gets there and she's like i've already taken claire home she climbed out her windown and was on her way here. im like i know retard. so we get home my mom knows im fucked up beyond belief partly cuz its 420 and partly cuz i just look like a fuckin zombie and shit. so i talk to my mom and i tell her all this shit about how i like cody. about how im scared of him going away and all kinds off shit. i start to get all emotional and im like i gotta call cody. so i call cody and im like crying hysterically like cody i dont want you to go im so scared i dont want you to leave bla bla bla crying cryin crying dont even remember what i was saying but i was like i have so much shit i need to say to you but i cant say it just a fuckin psycho moment okay. lol. so i go to bed im okay whatever.
Thursday: i wake up fucked up and all i can think about is cody and he is at courtand he might be getting sent away. i cant stop. so im like okay ill write him a letter. i write him this letter saying everything i ever had to say to him, but it just makes things worse. by 4th period im so broken up and fuckin emotional that i cant sit in class. so im like bathroom...now. and leave class. i go to mr schoenberg and tell him all about it just to get it off my chest you know. i tell him how i've had all this shit bottled up inside me for like two months because i couldnt let anyone know i liked cody cuz claire had already staked her claim on him. so i pretty much just exploded emotionally. mr schoenberg helped me to feel a lot better. im calm, im calm. lol. i go back to 4th and when i get to lunch im walking across freshman circle and i just hear claire screaching my name like KAITLYN COME HERE NOW!!!!!! and im like oh shit. so i run over and robbie is getting his life threatened by this guy who's like part of the mexican mafia cuz this guy fronted us that half. so me n claire bone out out of school. go to hawthorne give the buds back and i think we're on our merry way. next thing i knowi see robbie running out to the car yelling for claire come on come on. and im like what the fuck! they get in the car and drive away and they're like look we jack this little nug. they pull it out and its like an eighth nug. so we smoke some and sell the rest and make back the money we owe the guy for what we smoked out of the half. we drop calire back at school and i read the letter to robbie and he gives me the okay to give it to cody. so we go to cody's take some bong hits, and i give him the letter. then we o to my houseand cody is like hey i still got 6 zannies you want some and im like yah for sure. so he gives me one then were sitting in my living room and he gives me anther, then he's like about to take another and im like cody...no. and he breaks it in half and igves it to me. and im like...okay. :) so then im like cody come here ioutside with me. and he like okay. we sit down and hes like what's up? and i was like you tell me. and hes like about the letter? and i was like yeah...honestly. and he was like okay...kaitlyn we're friends. and i was like okay. im fine with that. and we just talked about shit and he was like you're a lot easier to talk to than claire. then we went to go get a scale and we were walking all fucked up. it was me tosh and cody. me and cody waited on the end of the block and just layed down on the corner. then i wanted to go to spring fest real bad. so im like come on come on come on. but no one else besides cody wanted to come. so we went back to my house then some how we got to cody's. me and cody both all z-barred out are like nap time! we go in to his room and we're laying there blah blah and his hand is near mine so both of us kinda just make our way to holding hands. and im like does this make you uncomfortable? and he's like this...and shakes his hand and i was like yeah. and he was like no does it make you uncomfortable? and i was like no i thought we were just friends though. and he was like we are and i was like okay we're just friends napping together. then i wake up to claire of all people walking in like kaitlyn your moms out side lets go now. from there things were kind of a blur i know i ended up at my dads talking to claire i know im kicked out of my house. i told my dad i wanted to go away for like a month or so. maybe i will. i dont know. i woke up this morning at like 10 at my dad's and now im here gathering my shit. fucking CRAZINESS. well im out. xxxo.
-mE.