cardigan
i would just like to say that this has been the most emotionally turbulent week of my life, perhaps just as turbulent as when i found out my mom had cancer. i went to the hospital on thursday, the doctors told me i have a compressed vertibrae, and severe damage to the surrounding muscles. how this happened is still a mystery. i have to see an orthopedic surgen about surgery and intense physical therapy, and have to go through a lot of treatment, and medication to keep me walking. my brother was admitted to the hospital only two days before i was, and for what, we still don't know fully. my mom's voice box is deteriorating due to her surgery, and needs to go to voice therapy before she loses her voice altogether. i have not been myself, i have not felt anything except pain in my back and numbness in my heart. i just want to say thank you to all who cared enough and submitted a memory to my last entry. it really helped me get through these past couple days. i was able to look at the past, smile, lift myself up and carry forward. you have no idea how just a few sentences can save someone you love. thank you to all who care. love you dearly
sorry for the depressing entry, so to make up for it, here's something to make you smile. make sure to have your volume up so you can hear!
what i really think of Valentines Day and love altogether
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/smoochie.php
and how i feel about life as a whole
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/numa.php