why must you go on with this?
"Without pain there would be no compassion in this world."
i believe i said that correctly. anyway..
i believe in forgiveness.. forgiving allows second chances. i believe that every person is good within. anyone can do wrong.. as well as.. anyone can do right. just because one makes the wrong choices.. decisions.. it does not mean that that very person is incapable of doing the right thing. it is okay for each person to make a mistake in their life.. i find it impossible to go through life without sinning. i forgive because i am a sinner. i care.. because everyone needs someone to understand.. to be there.. to forgive. i love.. because i believe love only makes a person stronger. i stand.. even when others point their fingers at me and blame me for the wrong reasons. i am Lynette.. someone you all may see as useless. I am Lynette Liberato.. someone you all may always disagree with.
BUT, this person right here.. me..
will be that person who will never leave your side. i will be that person who will stand next to you through right AND wrong. i will be that person who will forgive and forget. i will be that person who will give you a second chance. i will be the person who will understand your pain. i will be the person to listen and not judge. i will be the person who will let you make wrong decisions because every person needs to learn. i will not be the person to tell you that you need to change because you cannot do right. i will not be the person who will crush your dreams. i will not be the person to step on you each time i get.
i am not heartless.. i am not stupid.. i am not incapable of doing right.. i am Lynette.
it hurts when someone tells you that only good you can do.. is only once a month. it hurts when someone tells you that the class you're taking will be hard so you shouldve just taken another class. it hurts when someone tells you that you have to change yourself because you wont be able to make it through your dreams. it hurts when someone calls you the most "ugly bitch ass cunt." it hurts when someone keeps a lie in for months. it hurts when you are backstabbed by the very person who says they care. it hurts when someone tells you you are unworthy. it hurts when someone accuses you of being a whore. it hurts when someone tells you that they want to go one-on-one with you.. that you can hit them first. and when you're done.. you should run.. because no matter what happens.. they're coming after you. it hurts when someone tells you that they wish you would die that night.. that you would just rot in your sleep and never wake up. it hurts when you are being blamed for being so incredibly unhappy. it hurts when with each passing moment.. the person you love.. is also the very person who's helping you to lose love. it hurts when you are accused of being a 2-timing skank because there are other who really are attracted to you. it hurts when someone threatens suicide because you are upset. it hurts when you talk.. and try to comfort.. but, the only thing the other individual can say is.. "FUCK YOU BITCH!"
it hurts.. when they say you dont care.. that you dont give a fuck.. but, you've been there through it all. it hurts.. when someone tells you "why cant you just love me like i know you can".. knowing that you love them as much as your heart possibly can. it hurts.. when others hate you because you have seemed to wrong your significant other. it hurts.. when the very person who says they understand.. really doesnt. it hurts.. when every day passes by.. and you only seem lower than before. it hurts.. when i tend to be less of an individual each time i speak.. each time i breathe.. each time i awake.. and each time i get the strength in me to stand.
it hurts.. to stick around when no one really hears me.
i believe i said that correctly. anyway..
i believe in forgiveness.. forgiving allows second chances. i believe that every person is good within. anyone can do wrong.. as well as.. anyone can do right. just because one makes the wrong choices.. decisions.. it does not mean that that very person is incapable of doing the right thing. it is okay for each person to make a mistake in their life.. i find it impossible to go through life without sinning. i forgive because i am a sinner. i care.. because everyone needs someone to understand.. to be there.. to forgive. i love.. because i believe love only makes a person stronger. i stand.. even when others point their fingers at me and blame me for the wrong reasons. i am Lynette.. someone you all may see as useless. I am Lynette Liberato.. someone you all may always disagree with.
BUT, this person right here.. me..
will be that person who will never leave your side. i will be that person who will stand next to you through right AND wrong. i will be that person who will forgive and forget. i will be that person who will give you a second chance. i will be the person who will understand your pain. i will be the person to listen and not judge. i will be the person who will let you make wrong decisions because every person needs to learn. i will not be the person to tell you that you need to change because you cannot do right. i will not be the person who will crush your dreams. i will not be the person to step on you each time i get.
i am not heartless.. i am not stupid.. i am not incapable of doing right.. i am Lynette.
it hurts when someone tells you that only good you can do.. is only once a month. it hurts when someone tells you that the class you're taking will be hard so you shouldve just taken another class. it hurts when someone tells you that you have to change yourself because you wont be able to make it through your dreams. it hurts when someone calls you the most "ugly bitch ass cunt." it hurts when someone keeps a lie in for months. it hurts when you are backstabbed by the very person who says they care. it hurts when someone tells you you are unworthy. it hurts when someone accuses you of being a whore. it hurts when someone tells you that they want to go one-on-one with you.. that you can hit them first. and when you're done.. you should run.. because no matter what happens.. they're coming after you. it hurts when someone tells you that they wish you would die that night.. that you would just rot in your sleep and never wake up. it hurts when you are being blamed for being so incredibly unhappy. it hurts when with each passing moment.. the person you love.. is also the very person who's helping you to lose love. it hurts when you are accused of being a 2-timing skank because there are other who really are attracted to you. it hurts when someone threatens suicide because you are upset. it hurts when you talk.. and try to comfort.. but, the only thing the other individual can say is.. "FUCK YOU BITCH!"
it hurts.. when they say you dont care.. that you dont give a fuck.. but, you've been there through it all. it hurts.. when someone tells you "why cant you just love me like i know you can".. knowing that you love them as much as your heart possibly can. it hurts.. when others hate you because you have seemed to wrong your significant other. it hurts.. when the very person who says they understand.. really doesnt. it hurts.. when every day passes by.. and you only seem lower than before. it hurts.. when i tend to be less of an individual each time i speak.. each time i breathe.. each time i awake.. and each time i get the strength in me to stand.
it hurts.. to stick around when no one really hears me.