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What amazes me? My friends. Am I being sarcastic as per usual? In most cases. So, as of late I've been kinda sick in the mental health department. Most of you know I have bipolar disorder and I haven't been on medication for a year and a half because I've been actively figuring out ways to avoid episodes. Well, this time it couldn't be avoided. As of today I get to go back on medication which really makes me sad. A bunch of you know this, especially my closest friends. You know, no matter how irritable I can be right now before the meds or anything else, the best thing in the world to know is that I have a support system. All of my friends except one has stopped calling me. If I never really talked to you on the phone before big deal I'm probably not upset with you. Don't wait for me to call. Oh yeah, and don't wait for me to answer your phone calls now that I know you've read this. I'm not trying to be mean. I'm not being selfish. I just always realize who my true friends are at times like this.