Nov 07, 2005 18:34
love, is not something you throw around.
love is a feeling, that you just cant describe, not matter how hard you tried to, its a feeling that changes you as a person completely. you realize what's worth fighting for, and what life is about, because life, is so full of love, its everywhere around you. i learned myself, that a relationship is not always butterflies and rainbows as you think it is, it involves fighting, and sometimes a lot of it. if you spend your nights crying because of it, dont, sjust smile, keep your head up, because if you can get through that, your love is just that much worth fighting for. dont let go of it, cause even if your down and alone, theres that one person who will always be there to pick you up. its that person that just makes everything around you seem okay, when its not. its that hand you hold, that makes you feel different, where you feel happier than you've ever been, that hwen you look into their eyes, you see everything you ever wanted, everything you ever needed. never let go of that feeling, i was stupid enough to, in the beginning, because i was afraid, i was afraid that caring about somene that much could mean that he could hurt me, just seeing other girls with him made me feel as if i wasnt good enough, i wasnt pretty enough, so i forced myself to actually try and be like them, its stupid i know. jealousy is your enemy, never give in... i was stupid, i was nieve. but i learned, and i grew up, im myself, and would have it no other way. and if this is the only thing that i fucking have, i am NOT willing to let this go. this is all i need, HE is everything SHE needs ..
love completely changed me.