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I have this fear that I may have helped in the break up a relationship, I saw a normally happy person cry today cause I hurt her with my bad judgment. I hope they are able to work things out cause I can't eat and I want to throw up, and I feel like crying. I wish I was a stronger person and had the will to stand up better when I know something is wrong. I am tired of feeling bad. I feel empty inside I miss my 2 best friend who has nothing to do with me. I sometimes wish I wasn't born cause I think of all the pain I have caused with my name. I feel like disappearing. I think I am going to go sit in a dark place and cry. GOD DAMN MY HEART IS HURTING.
please will someone kill me
please will someone kill me