Me So Happy
Have you ever been just giddy? I think today was the first day in my whole entire life that I have ever felt giddy. It truly is a wonderful emotion. It is so nice to be so happy that the only thing you can do to express yourself is make some high pitched squeal and perhaps jump up and down like an idiot. I am so happy and I wish I could spread the joy. I wish I could just walk up to every person in the world and just make them, if for only one second, feel as good as I feel right now.
I'm still sick and I think I'm getting worse, but I'm not really focused on that. This morning I felt terrible. I couln't breath and threw up a couple of times, but something happened this morning that made me feel infinitely better. I was so sick before my surprise that I thought about not attending my class, and then after I felt so good that I just had to go to class to expend some of this excited energy.
I never thought I could feel THIS good. I also never thought that I wouldn't be scared to feel this good. I feel like I have everything under control and that even if things came crashing down on top of me now, it would so be worth it and, maybe, just maybe... I could handle it.
I feel like I could fly.... =D