~I wOULd LiKe To StArT oUt By SaYiNg I HaD eVeRyThInG tO dO wiTh It...~
Sooo yeah, the love of my life lives in yeah five time zones away in fucking London...grrr. The one person that ive ever been able to trust completely and not worry about them going about behind my back. Jay- our convo rocked tonight. HARRY POTTER, Aluminum, Austin Powers, The Godfathers italian?, 10pm here-3am there!, Mush is it?, Lets get married...
The hate and resentment that been comming from me is something I cant stand about myself. I write so negitivly about Philip, I dont really know why. I wish I didnt. I regret what I say mostly. I love him so much. "If I ever stop thinking of you, i'd probably choke on the words I never said..."
It may seem like im holding it toghether, but the weather is making it hard...
Im still really down, ugh I hate Mondays...
The hate and resentment that been comming from me is something I cant stand about myself. I write so negitivly about Philip, I dont really know why. I wish I didnt. I regret what I say mostly. I love him so much. "If I ever stop thinking of you, i'd probably choke on the words I never said..."
It may seem like im holding it toghether, but the weather is making it hard...
Im still really down, ugh I hate Mondays...