~Its BeEn ToO lOnG, MiSs Me?~
Yes, I am still alive. Sooo much shit has been going on lately! Ugh, I just wanna go to sleep and never wake up.
Im soooooooo tired of being sick...and im soooo tired of being lonely. The two stories of my life, let me tell you.
Rar! I cant believe that that I actually made it through yesterday, it would have been our one year, Wow. We've been through waaaaay too much. It sucks when you feel so strongly about somone but you have to be content about things because your not suppose to feel that way. Honestly?, I still wake up every morning and know that I want to be with him forever. Yeah, I have had the chance to get with other guys and I have to some extent, but all I can think about is him and wanting to be with him. We're still best friends, so I guess if that is all we can be I will sit around and pout about not being anything more. Just kidding, I will be very happy with whatever he decides to do in life. I love him sooo much...